at what point can i trust myself? i feel like i'm constantly in limbo of 'is it an intrusive thought or am i actually deeply unhappy with my life'? i know whatever i do i'll still feel like i'm missing something

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at what point can i trust myself? i feel like i'm constantly in limbo of 'is it an intrusive thought or am i actually deeply unhappy with my life'? i know whatever i do i'll still feel like i'm missing something
gooooodnight <3
I feel really shitty today..
Broke down twice..
I’m not sure if its because of my period plus stress from school or im just missing him so bad? Or could be all of the above?
Mainly stress from school..
But idk.. I feel like giving up..
I don’t know what to say. I want to, I need to say something, but there’s no words to describe what’s been going on, not even to articulate my feelings
I feel like I don’t have the capacity for happiness anymore
You miss them because you love them.
It’s a strange feeling to say goodbye, knowing that’ll you’ll never see them again.
And it hurts so bad.
10:09PM
Watching Bleach while trying to figure out why I feel so spiritually blocked. All the while laying down allowing my body to heal before I go back to work in the morning.
Funny how there’s so much happening at once but it doesn’t seem that way.
hoy ang sweet mo kainis.