Jan 21, 2019
Just out here tryna stay sober, man.
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Just out here tryna stay sober, man.
July marked the beginning of my #sobriety and I am now #10monthssober between the withdrawal, the crazy weight fluctuations, my mom’s multiple hospital visits and the strain on my mental health, I face my upcoming 39th year on this planet wondering how the fuck I’m still alive https://www.instagram.com/p/B-cp_asDeiy/?igshid=17t95l04ji8we
164/365 - I have been #sober 305 days. Just over 10 months. I am so close to a year without any booze that I can taste it. It's not been easy. Other people were just as often my critics as they were my cheering squad. The next time someone tells you that they have a drinking problem or have come to terms with their alcoholism, try to hold your fucking tongue bc telling them that they're "not REALLY an alcoholic" bc they don't act like one alcoholic you knew doesn't help. It invalidates the work someone is doing to curb an addiction and better themselves. #nixmuse365partdeux #project365 #sobrietyisrad #sobrietyrocks #10monthssober (at Bon Air, Pennsylvania)
Today marks being 10 months clean from self harm and I'm really proud of myself for making it this far. i never thought i could make it two weeks, let alone 10 months, but i'm so glad i've had the chance to better myself. Slowly but surely i'm becoming the person i want to be, which can be scary sometimes, but i'm excited. i know that i'm not 100 percent recovered from my past, but the more i think about my future, the better i feel about everything. Thank you taylorswift for creating the anthem of my life, Clean.. every time i listen to it, it makes me feel okay, and it makes me feel like i can overcome whatever struggle is put in my path. I know that i am strong enough to overcome whatever life throws at me without hurting myself in the process, and that makes me more than happy. i'm not fully there yet, but i know that someday i will be okay.
Now that I'm clean, I'm never gonna risk it