#10w3d

[getteness]

08.14.19

10w3d

Class has started this week, and I am pretty nervous! I have to get used to doing reading assignments and discussion boards and homework. Eek! I have to remember to pace myself and not be a terrible procrastinator like back in undergrad.

In other news, my nausea has subsided a bit. Another couple of weeks, and I’ll be out of the first trimester. Whew! I can’t believe how fast time is flying! What is happening?!?!

[love-mom17]

11.02.17

I finally got my sleep in!!! I really needed it.

Anyways I weighed my self so far I have only gained 5lbs. But it’s been really hard for me to eat. Which sucks because I want to love eating lol and I haven’t been able to. Some days are better than others but I can’t complain. My back pain comes and goes but it’s hard when I have to stand for 8 hrs at work.

I told my husband that I was going to ask the doctor to give me a note to allow me to sit. I’m behind a desk and it’s very tiring.

However I just wish I could go see the doctor already. I want to know that the baby is ok. The last time I saw the baby was when I was 6weeks. It has not been easy for me to just wait it out but now I’m just 1 week and half away from seeing my baby again.

[blackkatskauldron]

The Creature™ demands French fries with ranch

[mehimandbaby]

Ugh..

Work sucked tonight. God, it was awful. I worked a six and a half hour shift, and after not having worked for about a week, I didn't really expect it to be that bad. Oh.. was I wrong. I felt so lightheaded I thought I was going to faint for pretty much all of my shift almost, and my back was hurting so much from standing for so long. Fatigue hit me like a train as it normally does, and as a result I was moving slower and didn't have as much energy and customers got frustrated. I now have a headache that really is bothering me so much, a sore back, and I'm just overall really emotional if you couldn't tell by this long post of me just complaining.

Even though I really don't feel good, I'm trying to stick to thinking that because I'm feeling like this - it means little peanut is doing okay. And all this discomfort, all this hurting is for my little one. It doesn't make the pain disappear, but it makes it.. I don't know. Worth it, I suppose.

I forgot to mention it in my previous post - the piece of furniture I was geeking over being the first addition to our room is a rocking chair. Somebody was curious, and I thought I'd just announce it here.

Ideally, I'd end this post with saying I was headed to bed with a nice cold wash cloth and a Joey taking care of me. Alas, I have only the first.. Getting off of here for the night. Sweet dreams, tumblr.

[mehimandbaby]

I did not sleep very well last night. I've read multiple people's posts and on websites online how it's completely normal to have vivid dreams during pregnancy. So far, I've had my fair share of them too. Last night however, I was having pretty much back to back vivid nightmares about Joey. I kept waking up near the end of one nightmare, only to fall asleep and have more vivid nightmares about him. Jesus freaking christ.

[omgitskaytee]

Is something wrong with me?

So far in this pregnancy I haven't felt connected with my little bug. Sometimes I wonder if it's just me...or if this is normal? I don't know. Either way, watching him/her move and to see the heartbeat is pretty magical. I still cannot believe Codi and I helped create this little miracle.