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Words aren’t enough to describe you
a note of admiration, d.m.
11.9.16
😚I feel new
I want to be Lorelei Gilmore TBH. All three of them.
i felt like ass today
today didn’t sit well in my stomach. or anywhere really. these past few days have felt like that. and half of it’s the mole and the other half’s loneliness. but today was a little different, a little sadder. i felt it trapped in my chest. in my hands. i didn’t have anyone to keep them from shaking… i just gripped the steering wheel tight and drove home.
“I am woman. I am gay. I have experienced being sexually assaulted. Today I collapsed on the floor of my office at work in the worst panic attack I have had in a while. Tonight, I started having another panic attack and somehow found myself curled up on the floor of my closet so no one would hear me. I fell asleep on the floor after calming down and woke up to my therapist calling me back because I had called her in the midst of my panic and she then spent 20 minutes lending compassion and and kindness and resources to a hurting, terrified individual despite the fact that she was hurting too. After hanging up the phone, I stayed on the floor of my closet, in the dark, until I found the energy to stand up and when I reached to open the door, I realized I had unconsciously locked it. Only then did I realize how fucking symbolic it was that I unconsciously chose to retreat to my dark, locked, closet for safety. I can’t believe this is happening.”
a.b // november 9th 2016