#1162021

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usually I'm really good at compartmentalizing my job//emotionally dissociating from my job but not rnnnnnnnn

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driving to your friends house naked as moral support

[lastarttumbrel]

I know it feels futile 9 times out of 10. There's no time to isolate and focus. Everyone needs something and none of it will wait. You tiptoe around and try not to disturb "real life". When you do sneak in some time for it, you feel like you stepped backwards and fallen behind, with each new attempt worse than the last. But don't let your own flawed perception fool you. You HAVE moved forward. The simple fact that you conquered time, discouragement and the demands of others to create even what appears to you as a mediocre sketch makes that day, that hour, those few minutes something light years ahead of those who'll never know the gut-heart mix of fear, exultation and melancholy as that last stroke is made and a tentative signature is thrown in.

Keep drawing, keep painting, please practicing.

Please:

Keep creating.

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for being considered one of THE most classic b movies, the creature from the black lagoon is pretty boring

[musikdawg2020]

psssst this is a side blog, if you'd like to follow my personal blog it's @dubstepcarcommercial

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IRA GLASS IS 61?!?!?!?!

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Brb gonna get into 1930s russian film real quick

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Ok i WILL edit to add that sometimes doing literally any drug will give you a little anxiety rush, partially from adrenaline when it "hits" you, and also sometimes just "feeling different" will give a person an anxiety or panic response, especially if they are not used to the drug or are not expecting the drug feeling (even if its a smaller dose)