#12 am posts

[dilfachu-wright]

I can't believe kazuma asougi gets reborn as a cat (nyasougi) and he somehow STILL chooses to have that godforsaken haircut like

What is wrong with you

[king-of-ashes-and-monsters]

When Nomi from grownish said:

“I mean, like, would they still love me? Sure. But would they look at me differently? I dont know, and I dont want to know. I just— i want to be their daughter, not their bisexual daughter.”

I felt that.

[lyragirl11]

If it doesn't burn a little then what's the point of playing with fire?

Bridgett Devoue

[darksidemaza]

I wanna fall asleep hugging you or cuddling with you or spooning with you thats all I want but you're too far away

[mickers2001]

Making mistakes needs to be normalized. Like, it's human nature to make mistakes.

In 8th grade, I forgot to capitalize a letter on an assignment because I was writing fast. When the teacher handed the graded assignment back she announced to the whole class: "You're in 8th grade, you should not be making capitalization errors."

It was literally my only mistake. On the whole assignment. I got a 99% and she decided to tell the whole class that you're not allowed to make mistakes.

Stop expecting perfection from imperfect people.

[maytheheartfindhealinginart-blog]

I yearn at night and never tire but during the day I suffer by cruel fate that my dreams always find a way to haunt me. You constantly race through my mind now isn’t our time nor will it be in the future or so I say but life is funny in that sense. I yearn mostly for a feeling that I’ll never truly be able to hold. You I can hold you, well one day, until that day comes I’ll yearn. You are the closets thing to the feeling that makes me whole. You make me so happy, as if the weight of the world is lifted off my shoulders but only for a little bit.

~ words to describe my yearning, alternatively named a letter to the one who will hold my heart

[ultradeeptimetravelstudent]

whateverthisis

This may sound stupid but all this time got me thinking, got me wondering

I thought were were it, but I’m filled with regret, over something that apparently didn’t exist

And it’s not your fault, maybe it is, I never figured that out

You see if you could see me, maybe we’d be shiny

And I know this sounds cliche...

but I don’t understand why we don’t see things the same way

I was fine, then you caught my eye, but I guess your eye was all that I ever caught

I only wanted you cause I thought you felt the same

I guess not, its just my fault

This feeling I got made me think that things were worth it

I felt broken and this was the only glue I was using

And it took some time to get right, but I tried so hard and I thought maybe

just maybe

I was too late.

Maybe I just never met you midway, but I guess you were just running the other way

And now I’m lost as to what I want

I don’t think I want you, see you weren’t perfect, maybe seemed it at first, but after some time I didn’t get nervous, and the ugly spilled out with some insecurities

I miss what I thought was a feeling, I guess I’m in mourning

I guess we are different, afterall, you think to live your life for the screen,

and all I seem to have is some anxiety

I’m not suprising nor suprised

Maybe you had interest in a life you thought I was hiding, or could offer as a prize, and ran just as soon as you saw I was empty

And now I’m feeling less than adequate, wondering if only I’d done things different

but it was all in my head, wasn’t it?

I’m glad I got closure and now my vision isn’t obscure, cause I’d be the first to admit I don’t know you anymore

I never thought we’d be this different

While I’m over here hiding, your over there pretending, but the difference is I was never lying except to myself, and I was just telling myself

you were pretending not to care

all yo do is make it seem like your missing your girl and now I’m wondering which one that was

I don’t feel angry, just empty and I’m at a loss for how lost I must of been

Chasing a tail that was really out there for someone else

Feeling a little post-heartbroken, sorry for the long post :) Maybe Ill feel better?

[enthusiastic-nim]

Cartoon Guns, Clayton, And Me

Okay so I’ve been sitting on this rant for a long time, and y’know what, it’s time I let my frustrations air. 

This is Clayton, from Tarzan. Clayton is a very accomplished hunter and guide, even considered a veteran in his field. From his white hair, you can see he’s been doing this job for a good while by the start of the movie. 

However, Clayton, despite being a veteran in his field, has a very common cartoon problem. That being, the man has no fucking clue how to hold his gun at rest. 

Here, we see Clayton holding his gun after shooting down some bamboo. No biggie, he’s looking out for dangerous animals, checking to see if there’s anything that could harm him or the professor. 

Then, he hears some noise and decides to check it out. He tells the old man to stay still and silent, and doesn’t see anything when Jane enters the scene. 

Now, this entire time his gun’s been pointed to the floor as they chatter, but then he pulls this. 

HE POINTS THE GUN AT JANE. His gun is pointed directly at the right height to shoot somebody and he’s supposed to be a fucking professional, but he’s tossing this fucker around like it’s a balloon sword. 

What the fuck, Clayton, this is literally the first thing you learn how to do when you start shooting. When there’s no threat and your gun isn’t in use, take out the bullets, keep it locked, and POINT THAT FUCKER DOWN. He’s in the jungle and they’re surrounded by dangerous animals, so I get not unloading or locking the rifle during this quick talk, but for FUCK’S SAKE man, point it DOWN. 

And this isn’t the only time, either. He pulls this shit AGAIN when he first talks to Tarzan!

Again, right at the girl’s head! But okay, fine, he just met a crazy ape man. He’s not going to be too keen on letting down his guard. That doesn’t change the fact that gun shouldn’t always be pointed up like that. He also continues this trend while he’s first trying to gain Tarzan’s trust. 

Clayton, why? Why do you do this to me? This isn’t nearly as bad as the conversation thing earlier, but maybe point the gun down when you’re trying to make friends with crazy ape man?

That’s like if I was trying to make friends with a woman I just tried to stab while also holding a knife. Clayton. Please. 

Now, you could make a fair argument that this is meant to represent how he doesn’t really care about them, to show he’s an asshole. Mmkay, cool, that’s fine. 

But then he does this. 

This dumbass is putting his weight on a loaded gun, with the barrel of that gun pressed up onto his wrists and barely missing his face. How in the New Jersey FUCK is this man still alive???

I don’t care how cocksure this man is, that is a new level of stupid. I could also bring up how he barely shot that thing a minute ago and now he’s leaning up on  it’s barrel, but I’ll assume cartoon logic on why that doesn’t sting a little. 

This is something I’ve noticed in a lot of cartoons, characters not understanding the basic rules of handling a gun despite being an expert. 

And I get it, not putting all that detailed stuff on a gun, or not knowing how much of a bitch kickback can be, but not knowing you’d want to point the MURDER STICK down, seems like not understanding that you should turn the fire off your stove when you’re not using it. Like, it just seems like the kind of thing you should be able to pickup pretty fast. 

I’m not judging ya’ll too hard, but I am judging you a little. Tarzan was made pre-internet, so getting good info was a lot harder. And it’s not like they were writing the punisher or something like that, this is just a side character in a movie, so it makes total sense you don’t get a lot of scenes with him cleaning his guns, locking them into a safe, checking his ammo, that’d be too much. 

I don’t expect perfection, but if the gun isn’t in use, PleAsE put it away or point it at the floor. that’s all I’m asking.