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glass animals live in chengdu, 12/01/19

☆ 1st Anniversary ☆

I know you probably don't really care about this but I wanted to make a very cheesy post about this.

At the end of 2018 spilling over into 2019, I had been in a not-so-good place mentally. I had fallen out of a fandom because every time I saw or heard anything to do with them I started having a panic attack. Yeah, it's weird. I had been a part of that fandom for a while and I had been so invested in the group that when I had to leave the fandom, I felt a big void in my heart. My mental health really declined majorly, even more than it had been doing before. I just felt so, so empty inside.

Then came January 12th 2019. Up until that point I kept seeing my friends hype up their upcoming comeback in a discord server I was in. I was a little curious ((also I felt a lil left out cause I didn't know who they were)) so I decided to watch their music videos, although at the time there were only two.

This next sentence I'm about to write is incredibly cliche and I sincerely apologise for making you vomit. I'm not sure if I found Ateez or if Ateez found me. It kind of feels like I was meant to stumble across them at that time on that very day. These eight boys managed to not only fill the void but also they helped pull me out of my downward spiral that I had been stuck in for months.

Things only got better from there, really. I made so many new friends in the fandom and have made so many amazing memories. Atiny, I hope I continue to make more amazing friendships and memories as time goes on. I love you ♡

And to Ateez, even though they won't be reading this right now, thank you. From the bottom of my heart, you have no idea how much you mean to me ♡

#1st anniversary ☆#My1yearwithateez #ateez #atiny #12.01.19 #i seriously want that date tattooed on me #but people wouldn't understand and that upsets me that they'd think it was just some stupid kpop thing #sigh