#12.17.2018

[adventures-of-a-transboy]

Weekly Poll

This week’s poll is a day late because of the protest of the whole “female presenting nipples” thing.

Would you rather control fire or water?

I’d love to control fire, partially because i’m a bit of a pyro, but it’s so pretty.

[angelnumber27]

share a joint with someone you love

[ignis-et-equi]

Had a wonderful weekend with Trevor. I've spoiled him the past two weekends, so he decided to return the favor and spoil me with a hotel room, several meals, cuddles, a great movie, Adventure Time, and a trip to the wild life sanctuary.

This has been a really great experience for me. He's so nice? Like he does nice things for and to me? And I don't feel pressured for anything? He's made a point of stating that he enjoys my company even when we're not having sex. Which, I feel like should be a normal thing to have with a fwb, but it's still good to know that he's not doing all these things just to get laid. Honestly, 90% of the time we're together, it's completely non-sexual. We just hang out, watch TV, go for walks, coo and awe over animals and nature, drive through the mountains, snuggle, and eat pretty good food.

It's the best of both worlds. When we're together, we're Together™. We hold hands and there's cutesy PDA. And when we go our separate ways, that's it. No expectations, no worries, no jealousy. We text a very small amount, and it's starting to turn into memes and "when and where do you wanna meet?"

It's such an ideal arrangement and exactly what I need right now. I appreciate the hell out of him. Been trying to figure out a way to say that without him thinking I'm catching feelings. I might just say, "Hey, do not read into what I'm about to say. I really appreciate you - yadayadayada." He's been pretty good, as far as I know, about taking everything I say at face value. Miscommunication has not been an issue in the slightest. (Another huge relief.)

[ignis-et-equi]

Oh, shit. It's D-Day.

[fruiitbrat]

12.17.2018

ACV

-1.5mi walk

1: eggs, egg whites + potatoes, onions, spinach

2: coffee + banana

3: pasta + broccoli + meatballs

4: veggie soup + toast, cream cheese, lox