#12.20.19

[actualhumansunshine]

Slow Hands, Jingle Ball: Atlanta | 20.12

[thefakejeffreyazoff]

Jeffrey posted on his Insta Story. 12.20.19

[sprinklezgalore]

stuff i wanna make with kandi!!

- a mask- my friend did one of these and it was SOOOOO PRETTY!

-rainbow bracelets :D

-GIR THEMED!!!

-taurus themed!!

-MCR. THEMED.

-kANDI SHOELACES

-NECKLACES.

-BELT ACCESSORIES!!!!!!

-pink and black themed!!

Now, what DONT i have?

KANDI. :(

[maybeyoucanhealme]

[zaynmalikupdates]

Dusk Till Dawn was performed during the blind auditions at The Voice Kids France - 12/20 

[marywardvvell]

12.20.19

[kisses5ever]

[frogdrip]

i think. im scared to let people understand how much they mean to me. how much a joke convo echos for weeks in my brain like a newly formed heart beat. im scared to let people i love the most understand that i love them the most. its hard. to explain. what if my favorites think its sad theyre my favorites? we dont see each other that often, im sure im not their favorite, which doesnt bother me in a sincere way, but im worried theyd feel oddly obligated to feel ,, odd. i  love you!!! - doesnt have to be returned... i just love you. i want to give you my teeth! my hair! i want to make you a pillow of my cut up sweaters so you never feel lonely! im ... not proportional. i know. im a lot sometimes and then im nothing. it tires people out. im tired. one day is not only ever one. its always more - and sometimes none, and people get sick of it. im as heavy as the wind. i cant be found. i float. i evade even myself. im not a good friend.. i know. but i still love! some moments i want to be anonymous forever. why cant i just. fit. maybe thats why im too - too, you know?... its all and then its none. its like im starving!!! and then im full. too full to even look at another human. you know? anyway. i love you. im scared... im scared. i want to hold you, see how many hairs on your head i can count. how many times i can stroke the same spot of skin before it starts to feel numb. im too unsure if im crossing boundaries. im just writing this to me to you - so i can... breathe easier? Haaaaaah ... aaah...