#12.58

[hayalperestbirplatonik]

"Yabancı ve uzaktık birbirimize yine, gökyüzü ve yeryüzü kadar."

[minikminnos]

Güya erkenden kalkıp eve ve kendimize çeki düzen verecektik saat kaç olmuş eheheheheh pekii

[hayalperestbirplatonik]

[phiafayepoetry]

Reality was painful and had too little happy endings So the young girl who grew up in fairy tales That only had smiles on the last page Refused the world that overpowered the light She spent her days and nights In words she knew would form a happy ending Forgetting that even books had pain and suffering And through them she learned of hate and darkness Though they held happiness in the end  There was too much pain in the middle to fully enjoy Though she still loved those books dearly  For they were her protection With them she could hide in fiction and a made up world She would never have to feel, to see, what others may inflict on her She was happy to only exist in her head and never truly live But slowly, through her precious books, her curiosity grew She deceived herself into thinking of a life  Like a life she read all about, if only she tried So she puts her book down and runs ahead To experience heartbreak that would make her heart sink To hear the cries of the suffering Through it all you’ll hear her say “It’s just another book” and keep on going “Just one more page” slowly she lives her own story She witnesses others’ happy endings And thinking that’ll be her one day She hoped and hoped with all of her being An ignorant mind and a naive heart That forgot not all stories had happy endings Then came a day, her best friend abandoned her Her family would not support her And her body could no longer keep going But still she stayed hopeful with the thought That all stories could only end with cheers and smiles for everyone As she laid alone with her false truth She stayed grinning with thoughts of a better future Of another grand adventure after this one Unaware of how sad her existence She died happy while in pain While others pitied the girl that died young Remembered for her never ending smiles Her ending was happy only to her Because of her ignorance and naivety she could never see the pain And because of that she changed nothing and became nothing But another character just like in the books she loved so much

-S.F.