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[don-lichterman]

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Special Weather Statement issued April 30 at 12:36AM CDT by NWS Springfield MO – ABC17NEWS – ABC17News.com

Special Weather Statement issued April 30 at 12:36AM CDT by NWS Springfield MO – ABC17NEWS  ABC17News.com Source link

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[viiixxxen95]

I haven’t met my level of love yet.

the giving, passionate, exuberant kind.

devoted, interested, equal.

progressive, deep.

mine.

[soul-baggage]

You just want to give me time for myself, they said.

You just want me to be the best me again, they said.

You're just giving me space because you want me to fix myself first, they said.

You just want me to have a quality time alone until I'm done going through whatever these problems are and until I'm done finding my way back to becoming better again, they said.

If you're concerned enough that you really want me to be better again and to stand up from all of these mess;

Then why aren't you here to help me?

Why aren't you here to guide me?

Why aren't you by my side supporting me?

Why the fuck will you fucking leave me when I'm fucking being showered of fucking problems and fucking needing you the most but you fucking got me feeling like 'oh wtf you've got tons of problems? well I'm just gonna go and leave you here and fucking come back when you're done and better', I SAID.

Yeah. I got you're point very well. Thanks for being brave enough for me that you actually left me to fight my battles alone. Hear that? Yep. Sarcasm. Because you're a coward.