#139am

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Been feeling myself lately :)

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I’ve filled multiple notebooks with unsent letters to him. I’ll never send them but it’s literally hundreds of pages of what I need to say to him. Even though he will never read them it makes me feel better I’ve moved my thoughts out of my head and into a journal. Maybe now I’ll get some rest, maybe now I’ll stop writing to him and I can finally move on.

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Writing is one of the most personal ways of communicating with yourself. It is your thoughts visualized, sure you can rip it up, delete it, throw it away, fuck you could even burn it, but you still materialized a thought.

- CBC

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PENIS

I’m so close to getting mine...

And when I get it I will be drinking so much water so that I can write my entire name in the snow.

[post-transition]

I've just had top surgery and I have drains. I was told to keep them in for a week, but I'm curious if I can take the binder part off for a short period of time a day?

You should talk to your doctor, not me.

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Officially post op!

I'm super sore and still pretty groggy but I am one happy boy today!

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90 sleeps!

Exactly 3 months until my top surgery!! I'm so excited for November!!