ThatONEcompany
there is so much I want to say...
Since i joined back in '09, TOC has been my family. Regardless of anything and everything that i've been through since then, they have always been there for me. The people i've encountered and shared the stage with have changed my life entirely. Its crazy. Also, i have a really big confession, something no one knows but me...
My parents hate me dancing. And they saw a few vids of TOC back then in '09 and told me i couldn't audition. ever. But i did audition, even though i thought i wasn't going to make it on the team. i just told my parents i was going for an interview for a volunteer job at a studio in Sac. So they said yeah, thinking it was something different than an audition for TOC. But then I made the team... and i had to keep my lie going some how. So i told my parents that I got the volunteer job and i found ways to get to practice and such, making up things to make my parents believe that i was doing volunteer work. And from that day until I left in Feb '10, my parents have believed me until i told them the truth last year. Damn, were they pissed haha
But TOC means so much to me. I've been dancing since i was like 6 yrs old so dance is my life and my only freedom. I don't see thatONEcompany as just a dance team, but as a family and a lifestyle that i live. Its the only place where i can be %100 myself and give %100 of myself as well. A place where im never judged or taken for granted. And where all my worries fade away. When i dance, I feel alive again and TOC brings that out in me. Im just so lost with words right now, i just want TOC to understand that even though i may not be there and even though you won't see me as often as you/I like, you guys are my family and i love each and everyone of you dearly. Even to all the newbies that met me for the very first time... its like we've known each other for years rather than 2 weeks. It was amazing to bond and share the same stage with you all! And to Pops... damn, ima have to write a whole differnt blog on you hehe. But thank you so much for welcoming me back so freely and allowing me to share this past weekend with the fambam. I am just so grateful to have a family outside of my family that i can depend on and share the thing i love most, dance. You guys bring out the best in me wherever i am.
143TOC
