#15.12.25

[samsi6]

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dem früheren ich

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entfernt mir heute in die

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nähe gekommen

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[btimesb]

Biraz geçmişe

Biraz çocukluğa

Biraz gençliğe gelsin

[midnightfreesprits]

Çift kisilik yatagin tam ortasinda uzaniyorum. Dizlerim hafif kendime çekik, açık gözlerim, ama perdesi kapali pencerelerden kapranlık. Problem değil. Beynim fazlasıyla dolu. Geçmişden çıkamıyorum. Asla bırakmam dediğim insanları tam takıldıkları yerde ellerini bırakıp gitmek zorunda kaldım ve sizlerdrn bana hep bir şeyler kaldı.

[joshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

yeah

[joshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

well we had an okay thing going but it's over now, that was dogshit. Also I didn't even parse this until it was over but this was a no OP episode, instead the OP played as the ED by way of being randomly cut to what feels like mid-scene. That's fun. Episode count is here now so hey, only 2 more.

[joshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

My room is dark as fuck rn but more idw sonic arrived W

[quintetdays]

Things are different once they arrive( and depart). 

Things shift from fantasy to addicting memory that can’t be remembered quite right. Remember itchy fingers always reaching for her but not quite touching her. Remember constant messages, but never the words spoken, never the conversations. Remember the press of her body against body but not quite the way mouth fit against mouth. Remember the softness or the warmth, but never both together. There’s images and ghosts, but when I try to focus all I can see are colours and tombstones, blurred lines and fogged glass.

And sometimes I forget what I miss about her. And sometimes I forget to miss her altogether.

Sometimes I Forget // k.t.