There is something to that Gerald knew he knew from every possible angle the situation he was bringing Shadow into from GUN to Black Doom to being a test subject created for medical purposes in a completely isolated space he couldn't espcape from for the sole purpose of saving one life and I think maybe Gerald realized the least of what the environment on the ARK itself meant to create Shadow into but Gerald knew the crushing weight of the responsibility of his own actions to code the DNA of a living thinking feeling being with those circumstances doomed to haunt the rest of its life and Gerald still told him nothing and he still manipulated his memories and ohhhhh my god oh my god oh my.god I'm going to be sick


















