#15dpo

[babyvdiary]

Things I hate today about TTC

I hate that it has been 20 months since we started.

I hate that it's only been 2 months since I miscarried.

I hate that AF symptoms are the same as Pregnancy symptoms.

I hate nausea, and sore nipples, and peeing all the time, and being exhausted, and feeling bloated, and headaches, and cravings, and dizziness.

I hate that I have ALL these symptoms.

I hate CD 32.

I hate being 15dpo.

I hate that I'm 2 days late for my period.

I hate that I was almost never late before the MC.

I hate BFN tests.

I hate that I'm scared for a BFP to come and not get darker again.

I hate that I keep testing when I know I'm out this cycle.

But most of all, I hate hating all these things.

[pre-conceived]

15 dpo

Temps still dropping, but no AF. I feel like the negative test on 13 dpo and the temps mean it's definitely on its way. Technically, it's due tomorrow though. I feel awful. Waaaaaaaaaaaay more moody than normal for me, still queasy and tired, too. I can hardly eat. I'm trying to get my act together, but it's tough.

[fl3shwound-blog]

Still no aunt flo, just some slight cramps and dizziness and shit.

[waitingforourfuture]

15dpo, CD31 ...

And still no sign of AF, two days late and it's been on-the-dot the past few months.

Haven't tested since the negative test and the dud test.

Hopes are still way up there!