Cycle 1- CD31 6dpo
I’ve been sort of grumpy lately, and I didn’t really u sweat and why. Today I did some self reflection and figured out that I’m not really looking forward to testing in a week. If it’s negative it’s going to make me feel like shit, but if it’s positive it’s going to make me so sad. I wouldn’t be able to get a positive test if it wasn’t for my son dying. And that makes me so sad. Obviously I’d prefer to get a positive test, but it would be bittersweet for me. I would rather have my baby boy back.














