#19.15

[metinolmak]

Metrobüsün en arka koltuklarını kendime tahsis ettim. Ben buraya loca diyorum. Durakta metrobüs beklerken en arka kapısının nereye denk geldiğini tespit edip orada beklerim. Metrobüs durduğu an seri bir hamle ile içeri girip arka koltuklardan birine otururum. Ögrenci iken de böyleydim hep en arka sırada otururdum, daha doğrusu uzun boylu olduğum için hocalarım tarafından en arka sıraya oturtulurdum. Sanırım o dönemden kalma bir alışkanlık. Kendimle ilgili bu önemli bilgiyi sizinle de paylaşmak istedim. Bir de metrobüse binenleri rahat tavrımlarımla huzursuz edip "şu saygısızlığa bak 3 kişilik yer kaplamış hadsiz" dedirtmek için ama kimse bunları demiyor. Hoşgörü sahibi insanlardan dolayı utanıp kendimi üzemiyorum bile. Evet gerçek yüzüm yavaş yavaş ortaya çıkıyor.

Dipnot: zaman zaman kendimle ilgili önemli bilgileri detaylı olarak sizlerle paylaşmayı düşünüyorum. Mesela çayı şekerli mi içerim şekersiz mi? Bunları ilerleyen günlerde anlatmak istiyorum. Biraz daha merak edin diye şimdiden söyleyeyim dedim.

Alırım bi "Allah akıl fikir ihsan eylesin"

[birhemdem]

Yağmurlu havada yolculuk yapmak, seni çok seviyorum

[dailypeterscanavino]

Sonny Carisi •  Law & Order SVU  19x15 - “In Loco Parentis”

[sovrappensiiero]

🌻19.15🌻 ~~ @cucchiaia 🌹🌻

[targetsinthefinder]

Kirishima is worried about Asami's wound reopening and about possible re-injury and tear--not even mentioning how painful it must still be. don't get me wrong, I love shirtless Asami, but it must be pretty for him to allow his followers to see how wounded he is. He doesn't seem to have brought a very large task force with him, but like his bullet wound, he doesn't give a fuck. it's much too important to him to get Akihito back.

for all that Asami knows (or can reasonably guess) that Akihito is going through, Asami's concern for his safety rests on his mental and emotional health, not the physical. Asami might be an absolute brute sometimes, but in his own mind we have proof that for him it's really the personality, not the appearance

once again we have very possessive Asami and, because it's about Akihito, we see a worried (almost fearful) Asami. that sense of urgency doesn't come easily to him as usually he's very much in control or has someone he can rely on to take care of things. his impatience shocks his own self (don't think we've ever seen that expression on him lol) and his thoughts are so very focused on Akihito as the priority, rather than getting back at Feilong, his own benefit, or even his own safety

Akihito has him losing his head and forgetting himself; so Asami disregards the pain he is feeling and strengthens his resolve.

these few pages really seem like Yamane-sensei is trying to emphasize how much Asami cares for Akihito--his feelings are strong enough to overcome physical pain, to make Asami act out of his usual character, how his very priorities are about getting Akihito back "no matter what it takes." Asami is a very serious man with not very many things he wouldn't do already; statements like these are actually pretty scary, though since it's for Akihito, it's almost a love letter