#19.9.2021

[prosy-days]

September 19, 2021 - Day 92

Mini pumpkins are officially gracing my apartment.

[godsnameisjoy]

ENERGY EXCHANGE

Date: 19 September 2021

Duration: 48 minutes at 9:11 PM

Depth:

This session was at the end of a day-trip to a holy place. The trip involved a total travel duration of 9 hours by car.

The session undid physical fatigue but not the mental fatigue. The nightly sleep that followed this meditation, repaired the body but not the mind.

In fact, the subconscious came on strong during the session with its temptation to sleep. While aware of the subconscious shenanigans, I did skip the usual set of muscle tensing and relaxing exercise. ‘Kept meditating thereafter.

In the morning after the nightly session I was wondering why similarly placed days can end in a difference in meditation quality. And a chance theory popped in my head as a suggested answer to the question.

It is possible that life energy flows like any another energy. It doesn’t necessarily need wires or a spinal route to travel. All of us are made in God’s image. Therefore, all of us are walking-talking bundles of life energy.

Depending on how each of us are placed on any given day, the life energy flows in a variety of directions. It is likely that my end-of-day meditations are influenced by the invisible exchange of energies that has occurred during the day.

[puregrief]

بيضايقني كتير قد ايه الواحد بيألَف النِعمة؛ ازاي حاجة من قريب مكنتش أحلم بيها حتى ولو فكّرت في نصها بقول "ياااااه دي هتبقى حاجة عظيمة فشخ لو حصلت" وبعدين تحصل وأبقى مش حاسة حاجة، خالص. ويبقى ده العادي بتاعي خلاص. آه قلقانة إنه يروح، بس بتعامل ع أساس إنه موجود دايمًا ومضمون للأبد. معرفش مش حاسة حاجة عشان ده الاكتئاب وده "الطبيعي" بتاعي إني مش حاسة حاجة؟ ولا أنا بقيت جاحدة؟ ولا مبقاش فيه حاجة بتبهرني أو بتحمسني أكمل؟

الإنسان غريب والله ومش فاهماه.

[puregrief]

Once I move out, decorate my room however I want, get a new phone, and follow a healthy lifestyle it's over for you bitches.