#2-19-18

[maldreathezora]

Any doodle requests? :3

[headcanonganon]

Any asks for the gang? 

[its123am]

2-19-18 (Monday)

[paperscritches]

Blushu

[pastrnakshohoho]

So that game was freaking epic!

[empireprep]

Man this shit sucks

[fue-luz]

Ok so I have already broken my soberness... Jessie came home with a bottle of wine and she just poured me a glass and I didn’t want to be rude so I had some wine with her but I don’t feel too bad about it cause it’s not like I got fucked up or anything.

I really do want to be sober for a fat while.  I want to focus on writing music and being at peace with myself.  Sometimes I think I am ok being alone and I guess I am but I have this dark self destructive side and I don’t know what that’s about. i’m not afraid to get myself into a dangerous situation.  I have to remember those who love and care about me even though I feel like I don’t care about myself... It’s like... I know I could die but I don’t feel like I’m going to but if I did I wouldn’t mind?  Anyhow I’m rambling but that’s the point right?

I miss that one girl still.  It’s strange.  I don’t know if it’s just out of habit now.  Like I developed a new way of being where it just involves me missing this girl every god damn second of my life.  It’s not like I don’t let people in or see the beauty in other people but the feeling never hits with the same intensity and I just get frustrated with myself. Maybe I just need to create new neural pathways...

I don’t want to settle for anyone that I am not passionate about but I’ve been single for five years now and I’m starting to worry. I want to build something with someone.  I should just keep my head up and continue to work on myself cause damn I got a ways to go... it’s ok though.

[what-does-galekh-know-today]

I Know

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