How can looking back on laughs bring me so many tears?
54 of 366 // Because you’re no longer here.
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How can looking back on laughs bring me so many tears?
54 of 366 // Because you’re no longer here.
I found the prettiest stripper bait!
J.K.
Every time I think we're done, another guy pops up onto the screen with more cocaine.
A.X.
(for context)
Mind you, this is for me. This is to track myself. This is something personal I'm trusting with my blog. I don't condone it nor am I proud of myself. But tonight I fucked up. Tonight I scoured my room for something, anything that could hurt me. I found some metal sewing scissors, tested the blade though I knew it was dull. Then I got an idea. I broke them and used the sharp jagged edge. I've been sitting here staring at it and at my fresh scrapes for over 20 minutes now in disgust. I am so stupid.
It's like squirrels. They just follow their desire.
My mom
Concept: me, shoveling smoothie into my mouth from the blender with a butter knife... i.e. me rn
Feb. 23, 2016
Having a really hard day, part of a hard week so trying to find comfort in old favorite shows and carry on