#2-7-12

[duniellev]

late night musings

~ I'm glad I started a dream journal. Dreams are super important. Especially the unrealistic and outlandish ones. ~ what do I want to get out of therapy? ~ I wonder what thing I'll cross of my 'weeks goals' list tomorrow. ~ I need a boo who wants to play with my hair. ~ how do people manage their money? How do they save it? ~ I'm one of those consumers who buys all the unnecessary crap at the register so the cashier can get points or whatever. ~ just thought of Christian. I wonder how he is doing.

[cruiseshipstohell-blog]

What is the magic behind a hardcore show?

I fucking love everything about them. Except that people just expect less from you just because you are younger...You don't even have to be doing shit, they just don't care for you. But the hardcore dancing, I fucking love it. I love seeing the looks on their faces as they dance and then the looks of pure joy when they step out of the pit. It is just truly wonderful. And even just their movements themselves, they are so spastic and beautiful all at the same time.  I'm not sure I could constantly listen to hardcore screamo sorts of music all the time but I sure could go for going to all the shows. SHOWS SHOWS SHOWS. I love how everyone knows each other, that is all I want....to have friends...acquaintances... anything that really involves people that like me. But seriously, even the music. ALL OF IT IS FUCKING ART.

ALL IN ALL: I'm glad I went. Even though Chris's band, who I was initially there for, sucked ass. But the older bigger bands that are actually on tour were perfect! Even all of the older people there, it was just such a neat experience.

[gatheringthoughts-blog]

cataloging.

who are we to judge?

who are we to hold others to such high standards expectations that us as our own beings would not meet

we have all of these demands criteria that we believe should be met "you must be this, that, and everything in between" we state leaving so many people overlooked due to our strategically constructed restrictions

discovering the flaws in others with little to no effort yet would we recognize our own if they were to be sitting directly in front of us? 

[feliciter]

Tuesday's are cursed, or something. They're just always bad days for some reason.

[waterkore]

DAMN IT. He's right here, next to me and yet I can't even. . . URRRGGGHHHHH!! I just.....