#2.4.2025

[puregrief]

رحلتي من: "وأمانة يا دنيا أمانة تاخدينا للفرحة أمانة، وتخلّي الحزن بعيد عنّا وتقولي للحب استنى!" إلى: "أمانة يا دنيا أمانة تداوينا من جرح هوانا، وتخلّي الحب بعيد عنّا ولا نستناه ولا يستنى."

[phototagebuch]

2.4.2025: Spring is here

[louisupdates]

Louis Tomlinson liked san_martin.m’s IG post [2.4.2025]

[nei-ning]

Today has been a day when I woke up with bad anxiety. Been feeling sick (throwing up way) while feeling like someone's groping my guts all over the place. I didn't take Opamox when I went to sleep last night and I've been feeling it today whole day.

Not only that but once more I've been thinking, in negative way, why the hell I am alive, why the hell I was even born. Because right now it all / my life and me overall feel meaningless in all possible way.

But if I have to say something good: I had a dream about Verti last night. I was in bedroom but it was empty except having tiny fireplace and few book shelves. Verti was playing happily with his soft rainbow colored ball which he loved even in real life. Then my sis spotted his favorite fabric tunnel standing against the wall, giving it to him. Oh boy, didn't he dive in that tunnel instantly, chasing and diving after the ball with such joy and speed ❤️ Just like he used to.

[loverboy-daily-doodles-25]

my friend drew an ear on the board and i took it upon myself to give it a body. she (my friend) is wholly innocent of my sins.

[louisupdates]

Louis Tomlinson liked Haydog’s IG post [2.4.2025]

[puregrief]

هموت وألبس فستان مفتوح من الضهر بكرة ولكن حياة الأقاليم والفلاحين واقفين في طريق أحلامي😔

[puregrief]

نفسي أبطّل أتوقّع الحد الأدنى من اللياقة الإنسانية من الناس عشان "أنا مستحيل أعمل كده!" وأصدّق إن فيه ناس ولاد وسخة عادي ميعرفوش حاجة عن الأدب ولا الذوق ولا الاحترام، سي لا ڤي يا بيبي💁🏻‍♀️