My 2014
Before we all end up 2014, I would just like to blog out my 2014 experience. This year was a tough one for me in all terms -- family, friends, love life and career and physique. Although I have no big issues with regards to family, but I think it was part of my "2014 problems" not because I am not in good terms with them, but because I have undending father-daughter issues. Period. I have lost and gained friends. Just like the old saying, "People come and go." That is one of the many reasons I never go out a friendly gal. I know that some good terms never last even if it was one of the bests. Love life? I turned out to be an I-don't-give-a-fuck about this. If he wants me, pursue me. If he doesn't, I don't damn care. If he pursues and I still don't like him, please, know the signs I'm showing that "I have no time for you" signal. I became desperate that I've been shifting careers and hospital hopping. Career was one of my deepest desperations and downfalls. I feel like I have nowhere to go and nowhere to fall. But now, hopefully this 2015, I'll make it to my goal and will say cheers all the way to 2016! Crossed fingers and prayers up. And lastly, my physique. Yes. It is my all-time worry. From head to toe. And I'm gettin' old... In a few moments time I won't get to enjoy the perks of youth so I really have to put emphasis to this. Hahaha but kidding aside, I'm really getting older than yesterday so I should work on how to achieve my goals and make my family proud. It's the best thing we all can ever do. Happy new year!
