#2016 files

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wag mo hintayin nicole paksht ka mamamatay ka kakahintay wala parin, wag mong sanayin yung sarili mo na lagi ka niyang kakausapin. wala siyang kailangan sayo ngayon kaya wag ka maghintay, wag kang mag-inaso na kakausapin ka niya.

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THANK YOU G. YOU ARE UNBELIEVABLY AMAZING. 💖

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Close na daw si friend ko and yung long time crush ko. K. Saya. Wth.

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MALAPIT NA KO MAMATAY SA INGGIT HUHUHUHUHU 

pero,

let’s all look at the brighter side na nakakita na ko ng bagong theme na ipapalit sa blog ko. that’s worth it. sabi ko nga kay mommy: mommy pag nanalo ka ibili mo ko phone ha. sa right time. yes be positive.

[brokenandranted-blog]

I was so confused last night that even my phone got drained before I even came up with a blog post. We had this overnight fun at a certain resort typically different from the usual resorts near the vicinity. We had our own house, had fun and all night deep talks. Some secrets were spilled and I was this innocent young girl who was too fascinated with the stories and rumors that was spreading. But that isn’t the thing. The thing is, I was with this guy and he is eventually one of my long driven crush. Happy, yes I was. But there was this other guy that kept me feeling insecure about myself. He looks different, but not in an interested way like how guys look at girls that they like, something between awkward and disgust(?). I have to admit I felt ashamed. Hiyang hiya. Like what did I do? Or maybe it was my over reacting concluding mind that’s telling me all this stuff. And I just really don’t know what’s with that guy.