Amazon. Marshalls. Amazon. Marshalls. Amazon. Marshalls. Amazon. Marshalls.
I really, really hope it’s Marshalls.
Ugh please call me.
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I like to believe in God’s, but I don’t really pray. I used to all the time. But I’ve grown tired of a lot of things & kind of given up. Even though I still do believe in Gods.
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I wanna puke.
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I probably don’t eat much anymore. Other times I probably eat fine. Sometimes I can even eat a lot. Idk anymore. lolz
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I would much rather focus on the happy & the good then be sad & hateful. Too many people do that already. It feels better when you focus on the positive too regardless of anything too.
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Kagami easter // Kagami B-Day
Gorillaz 2D Melancholy Hill
Free! Haru Happy B-Day
NGNL Sora
Osomatsu-San Ichimatsu Cisswap or otherwise
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Just for once, step out of your illusion & wake up into reality. For once think of others before yourself. It will literally not kill you to do it one time. I know you’ll never do if for me, but do it for her God dammit.
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I really am hardly ever the one to text first. Idk why.
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Aaah Dom please don’t say anything. Or do anything for that manner. I’m not suited for dating. I don’t want to carry my problems onto another person. Pretty much the main reason I don’t date. I really am okay not dating. Honestly I think I would drive them insane. I can almost guarantee it. Jajaja
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I’m tired. I’m numb. I don’t care.
I just really don’t sometimes.
Stop reminding me I have depression. Yes I’m ugly when I cry or when I’m literally breaking down from stress.
Yes dammit I stress out easily, but you stressing me more is not helping a thing. There’s a reason I’m stressed out all the time. But it’s not like anyone is helping. They never offer or care. All they care is to remind me how shitty I am. Picking at everything. Ever wonder why this or that is something I do?? Of course not.
I’m not even mad. After everything I just can’t feel anything. I hate it. But tomorrow I’ll put everything behind me. Nothing will be better, but that’s normal. All I can do is try to make things better & fuck trying does help. Pretending does help.
Ignorance is bless. & with it, so are my memories.
Sorry Dom I ended up telling you some of my problems. Stress is pilling. I can’t take it some times. I honestly just break down until I can’t feel anything. I tried telling someone before; it was fruitless.But you did end up helping me realize somethings. I knew, but sometimes you need someone to tell you for you to open your eyes. But I’m grateful.
When I’m grateful to someone I offer my help, so I hope I can help you some time in the future. But even when I offer to help with nothing in return people take it badly/like I want something from them. I hope you don’t. I just want someone to trust. I may do it with you but Idk. Two times showed me it was a bad idea. Though they say third times the charm so maybe. Though I could also say Hinata was the third try & your the fourth. Jajaja I need to stop talking to people.
I’m tired. I’m tired. I’m sooooo fuckin’ tired.