#2017 resolution

[doshmobile]

bad sweater boys

[acidtownn]

2017 was my BEST year. These are things i did in 2017 that I’m proud of:

-i learned how to control my anxiety and my depression. I still have anxiety attacks once in a while but it doesn’t bother me daily anymore as it used to.

-i learned dancing and I went to hip-hop classes.

-i made new and healthy friendships.

-i’m now able to take pics of myself. i gained a lot of self-confidence.

-i started writing again, and I think I improved a lot.

-i’ve got good grades, and I passed maths, that’s the most difficult subject for me. I always fail but on 2017 I passed with so much effort

-i’m able to feel comfortable and pretty on party clothes!!

-i danced in public a lot of times, and even i danced a solo, on a STAGE! thats was my biggest achievement. i really fear stage. 

-i decorated my room with a lot of posters, positive quotes and pics of me with my family and friends. i love my room. 

-i wrote my first bullet journal.

-i wrote my first finished one-shot. Yes, that’s a accomplishment for me. I really have trouble ending things, i always get into a writer’s block when i try to write an story. Not kidding. I never ever, not a single time, ended up an story. So i finished this one-shot about this ship i really like and i’m happy!

-i improved my english pronunciation. I’m argentinian and i always wanted to learn english but my parents don’t have enough money to pay me classes, so i decided to learn by myself a years ago. I think i’m not perfect at it but i’m good enough to understand you guys and  to be able to write in english with no problem! The only problem is my awful pronunciation but this year i improved it a lot

-i stopped making cynical jokes about my depression. Now, i don’t find them funny anymore.

-i’m less insecure about the people who love me.

-i discovered that it is very EASY for me to make friends. I used to think that if i talked nobody would like me but now i can start a conversation and make friends without worrying about those things.

-I uploaded a fanfic i wrote and i’ve got 2k views and i received a lot of nice comments. I’m really thankful to them all, i love every single one person that reads me. 

-i’ve read a lot of really good books, amazing k-dramas and fanfics. Those are things that i’m really excited about.

-i started clearing my skin. I have acne problems, and it’s not completely clear yet but thanks to some Instagram and tumblr advice it looks A LOT better. Water, a good skincare routine and aloe vera can do WONDERS

-i made a lot of nice playlists for myself.

-i learned how to ask for help. I’m that type of person that want to get through pain alone, but people can’t know you are hurt if you don’t tell them.

-i learned that music can connect people.

-i did my best to help my friends in their difficult times. I really like make people feel better. I’m really happy that they trusted me and that i could be helpful for them, i love them with all my heart and i only want them to be happy. 

-i made a good relationship with almost everyone on my class and teachers. On 2016 i only talked with 2 people, and i was really anxious and scared of everyone, but now i can’t believe that i feel really comfortable in class.

Maybe i’m forgetting about something but that’s all i can remember now. It’s been a good year for me, i had very difficult situations but those things i accomplished can counter them. i lived 2017 to the fullest, and i want to live the rest of my life that way. I laughed til my stomach hurt and I had those days when all you can do is cry, On some days i felt lost and desperate but i always found a way to feel better. I understand now that my struggle is valid and important. There’s always hope, and I hope I can keep growing up as a person on 2018. Please stay safe, and remember: you never walk alone.

[cinefalo-blog]

Day 275: A woman under the influence, dir. John Cassavetes (1974)

[citysorcerer]

so.. i have, a nephew now???? holy shit??? everything seems to have happened so fast but hes here and hes so small and cute and perfect and i would already die for him everything went fine and him and kristin are both okay and doing good and im just... aaaa??? it feels so surreal almost those 9 months just flew by and suddenly the baby is just ... Here and Wow

[myhandmadestuffs]

Bee and Puppycat is so precious and weird! I really want to make myself a Poo Monster jacket at some point...

[dumpsterthot]

One of my main 2017 resolutions was to only focus on people who meet me halfway on the friendship road so let me take a moment and give some love to some friends I’ve had for almost five years (or more) on the internet. These people are wonderful and you should follow them. (Apologies if you’re a newer friend, meaning less than 5 years, or if I didn’t mention you - I have a ton of mutual and not all my long term friends have tumblrs.) This is just a handful. :> 

@nicow4fer

Nico is my best friend. She is always there for me and my good IRL buddy as well. There are times when I don’t even know if I can keep going IRL and she’s the one that’s always there for me to pick me back up no matter what happens. She is wonderful, talented as a Rper and a writer and just a good bean.

@celestialspitfire / @bigfuckingbarbarian

Noah, as I’ve always know to call him is one of the nicest, sweetest most understanding people I know. Another great Rper/writer and always there to give kind words. They always make me feel welcomed and are probably the most drama-free person I know.

@fadeintothedarkness

Sara is so sweet. Such a nice person. She will give you the shirt off her back if you need it. She’s always willing to help me even when I don’t ask for it. The most beautiful and loving person you could ever meet. Like me, she’s put up with a lot of people using her for her niceness and still she remains a wonderful person.

@mail-order-superhero

Dev was and still is one of my closest friends from F-list. Another great writer and artist and just swell all around guy. He’s funny, pragmatic and really caring. He’s always willing to lend and ear if you have a problem and just has the biggest heart. :>

@rileyomalley

I have known Riley since god -- I’d say 2003. Great artist and just the sweetest person. She’s so willing to give to anyone and she deserves to have that returned to her. Fun art, a good sense of humor and she draws great ladies. :> 

@fuzzywhiskers

Dregan is a great friend I’ve had on F-list since just about right after I joined. He’s always willing to listen to me if I have a problem and is sweet. He writes me fantastic birthday and Christmas fics every year and it’s one of the most touching things anyone has ever done for me. I really appreciate having him as a friend.

@parakirby

Val I’ve know for about eight years. He’s one of the funniest, honest guys I know. He’s always stuck by me even when I sometimes get maniacal about things. A great gamer, a great Rper and really just a soft nerd with too much heart. 

@etherslide

Nava is a pure cinnamon roll. If you ever have a issue or anything. She’s there to listen. She always pops in to check on me or to say hi and it can be a real day brightener. She’s always supporting me on my art and giving me the kindess comments. 

@synful-self

Another friend I’ve know a while. We don’t talk a ton but they’re one of those mutual whom I can pick up a conversation with a few months between with no hard feelings what so ever. They’re a great writer and always supportive of my art. They’re kind and willing to listen. I’ve loved watching them expand as a Rper and not be ashamed of anything they like. Great person.

@lexcyphersbasket

I have known Lex since the days of VCL furry art and he’s always been a great guy. He’s supportive of other artists and just has the best personality. He’s commissioned me so many times that it’s actually quite an honor to draw for him. He’s stayed up late with me a few times to hear out my problems and I really do appreciate it.

@technicolorpie

Pie is a friend I’ve had since the dawn of the dinosaurs. A cute and funny artist. A good friend. Passionate and has always been there to defend me against some of the most toxic people I’ve ever met. I’m always happy to see her pop up even if it’s only once in a while. 

@therapyhere

TJ is another long term friend that I have spent nights after nights just talking with and sharing stories. He’s a great rper and one of the best guys. He disappears from time to time but always comes back and we resume. I couldn’t really say enough about how wonderful he is. :>

and lastly but not least

@lupienne

You could say she is my longest online friend. This is a case of a friend that I really only get to talk to once in a great while but they are still wonderful. A wonderful artist, a good writer a avid comic fan - she does what she wants and enjoys it. I hope we continue to be friends for many, many years. 

I can’t thank you guys enough. Many of you have been there for me in my darkest times or when I was wasting my time on people who weren’t worth it. I love all of you. So follow all these people if you want some quality content or just want a good person to rub good vibes on you. 

[doshmobile]

taking a break in uploading for birthday dinner/celebrations, so heres an octopus girl

[adunemaw]

The longer Astoreth stared at her datachron, the more uncomfortable she felt.  This wasn’t how she wanted things to go.  But what did she want?  Ah, that was the question she had been trying to answer for a very long time... and while trial and error probably wasn’t the best way of going about it, it wasn’t like she had many other options.

She swapped over to the texting app, and began to type. She tapped the first letter: I

She paused.  She thought.  She scowled.  She deleted.  She swapped back to Spacebook, and stared some more.

“What the fuck am I doing?” she whispered.

Probably making things worse, she answered herself.

Astoreth sighed.  “Well, I have been doing that for a long time,” she muttered, swapping back to text again.  “No need to stop now.”