Jul 25, 2017
#21May2015
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#21May2015
Suasana praktikum Produksi Kelinci 😄😳😄😳😄😳😄😳😄 Dari mulai penyembelihan, pengulitan dan pemotongan. good job guys! 👍👍👍 #21May2015 #HalalSlaughter #Rabbit #GiveALessonToTheStudentsOfAnimalHusbandryProductionClass #RabbitsProductionLabolatory #FacultyOfAnimalHusbandry #PadjadjaranUniversity
BUT WHY DIDN'T ANY OF THE FANS IN THE YOGURT SHOP ASK HIM WHAT THE IG PICTURE MEANS ? ? ?
"I did nothing wrong.
I don't want this.
Over soon.
The end is near.
Monster.
Unless.
Tired.
Hated."
Over and over again.
Failed
I definitely failed my exam today. I couldn’t answer 90% of the questions. But I’m passed caring about that now.
I finally had a shower (it’s horrifying how little I care about hygiene and eating when going through a bad patch) and went to make an appointment with student services to talk about what’s been happening. I’m going to see them on Tuesday. I don’t know how I’m going to deal with the nerves until then.
I also went to the doctors with Jack. He told the doctor about the self harm which is a relief. I thought he would try and hide it from the doctors. They increased his dose of anti depressants and he starts the higher dose tomorrow.
I had to call in sick for work because I felt ridiculously nauseous. Now I’m sitting revising with Jack, which translates to him asking me for help occasionally and telling me how sad he is. I wish so much that I could make it better. Take away all his sad. But I just don’t know how.
Him making fun of me for not doing so well today kinda hurt to. I’ve been giving my absolute all for him at the moment and I know it’s not much but it’s all I have. I’m not gonna pass my exams because of it. I’m falling off the rails because of it. And all he can tell me is how mean and bad I am. I don’t know how much more I can take.
Every single time this band causes a meltdown it is the end of my lunch break on a WORK DAY.
GUYS PLEASE COME OUT ON A SATURDAY. FOR THE SAKE OF MY EMPLOYMENT.