#22andgrowing

[21andgrowing]

It's I Don't Know

A concoction of uncertainty and loneliness - it kills whatever that’s inside you. It can’t be understood. It can’t be articulated. One night, you just realize that you’ve been crying for the fifth night in a row. You feel okay and you feel not okay, at the same time. You just don’t know what’s going wrong and what’s not going wrong.

You just means I. Who am I kidding.

I just want to go home. I don't care if it means I'm a loser or a quitter.

I wish I don't care if I was a quitter or not.

Z

[21andgrowing]

Fate

The universe and its force, they’re our Cupid. An infinity of history gave us each other. It’s like we each walked hundreds and thousands of lives, for us to meet in this life. Everything fell into place, and we fell in love.

Fate. It’s not written, it’s falling into place, like it always belonged.

Z

[21andgrowing]

Impatient, Insane and Difficult

I am so impatient with you. You drive me insane. You make it so difficult for me. I am so impatient to see you, to live with you, and to grow old with you. You drive me insane with your adorable words, your desirable lips, and your beautiful soul. You make it so difficult for me to breathe in your very existence, to keep my hands off you, and to say my unwilling goodnights. How have I loved if not for these impatience, insanity and difficulties. Z

[21andgrowing]

My Muse

The creation And the aspiration Hesitates Without you

Every stroke And every color Comes From you

A something For me myself Seems Pointlessly wasteful

Z

[21andgrowing]

Tell Me What Love Is

Tell me what love is.

Love is letting you pick the toppings for the frozen yoghurt. Love is petting each other’s pets. Love is calling you silly nicknames. Love is having fart competitions. Love is sharing embarrassing stories. Love is writing you midnight poems.

Tell me what love is.

Love is getting angry when you skip your meals. Love is getting mad at your unreasonable boss. Love is regretting that you screamed. Love is tearing when you say goodbye. Love is kissing the tears off your cheeks. Love is wishing time would stop.

Tell me what love is.

Love is pushing you out of your comfort zone. Love is giving you strength. Love is believing in you. Love is being proud of you. Love is making sure you feel loved. Love is saying I love you.

I know what love is.

Yes, love is a feeling, but a feeling manifested in actions.

Z

[21andgrowing]

The 101st Kiss

Soft and dreamy, Unsparing and breathtaking, Like the kiss of a cloud.

Pink and sweet, Intriguing and heart-racing, Like the very first kiss.

Z

[21andgrowing]

If We Never Missed A Thing

If we never needed sleep. If we never had to leave each other’s side. If we never missed a thing.

Z

[21andgrowing]

Lazy Days

I just lay in bed and my brains don’t work. I just dream like in screensaver mode. It’s just the same girl over and over. It’s just being lovesick or something of that sort.

Z