Apr 26
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Chest exercises and some leg presses then gentle hill walk on incline machine - highlight of my day. Note to self: avoid jalapeños in future as too much heartburn. Feeling weirdly low suddenly not sure why - I guess I have been speculating on how hard my work is but rewarding and how on earth to fit that in generally to the future... but I will manage!
Been working on updating my linkedin lately and funny how a single post can trigger a whole alternate timeline in my head… The other day I saw that one of my former managers worked on Milano Cortina 2026… And of course my brain went “Damn kurwa… if i had applied back then maybe i could’ve been part of that adventure as well...” Then reality gently stepped in that if I were working in Italy while mama is finally back here that would honestly hurt as well. But then again mama could have visited me there... Hmm life really has its own sense of humour eh as always...
With hindsight I also recognize something important… last year wasn’t just about career decisions like it came with a very real on/off burnout phase… Fatigue, pressure, mental overload they all quietly shaping my choices… The badass genuinely meaningful workshops, the reset, the slow rebuilding of confidence and clarity they truly helped me realign these days… Maybe it wasn’t the best decision or maybe it was exactly the one I needed at that moment… No regrets tho just perspective… Still moving forward one step at a time kurwa <3