claw machine.
ft. mizuki akiyama
Nothing is real to you anymore. Nothing but Mizuki.
n. gn!reader, comfort question mark
You often felt a space between you and everything around you. It was like you had separated from your body, simply controlling it from the inside like a joystick to a rigged claw machine.
It felt like you were trapped in the glass, and all the friends who tried to pick you up and drop you in the reward box had lost interest after trying so many times.
They just left you to rot inside, making you watch as they turned their backs, laughing at the only one left behind. The prize unworthy of their efforts.
One person remained, though.
Cotton candy hair and a wistful smile, that was what you saw through the window. They tried their best to win you — to save you. They kissed your lips with their own, holding your hand and talking to you, even if you didn't respond.
Though a prisoner to your own body, they saw through the glass: through the rigged machine. They saw you, not the bars you were caged behind.
"I love you," they often told you, and you knew they meant it.
They loved the great mind that churned thought after thought inside of your claw machine of a body, the incredible person behind the crystal of your eyes. It was as if they gazed into your very essence through the pupils, searching the dark well for the treasure that laid beneath.
The eyes were the window to your soul, after all.
When they got close to freeing you from the box, however, the game reset, and you were back on the far end, unreachable by the flimsy claw.
It had come to the point where they couldn't get you out with the instructions next to the joystick, no matter how well they positioned it. No matter what they said, no matter what they did, they wouldn't be able to drop you in that slot and bring you out.
Their only choice now was to leave you... is what you thought.
But you underestimated the determination of a friend — a lover — with too much time on their hands. If they couldn't get you out? They would just go in with you.
At every moment of the day, they were stuck to you, enjoying the comfort of your presence, chatting your ear off, and the like.
You were happy that they still wanted to spend time with you, but it was... well, it just didn't feel right.
"Mizuki," you began, sighing like you always did, "aren't you tired?"
They perked up at your voice, eager to hear you speak. "Of what?"
"Of... this. You have other friends... why do you waste your time doing nothing?" You asked, leaning your head on their shoulder.
"I'm not doing nothing! I'm hanging out with you, dummy!" They insisted, pinching your cheek. "Is it not normal for me to hang out with my partner now?"
You sighed again, slumping against them. "You know what I mean. Why don't you go do what you like to do? You haven't been going out with... um... your group, lately. You should call... that one..."
"Ena?"
"Yeah, her. You should go shopping with her sometime."
"Sure! If you come." They grinned broadly at you, almost as if they were teasing you.
You didn't even have the energy to shake your head, letting out what was probably your forty-seventh sigh of the hour. "I don't feel like it."
"Then I don't feel like it either!" They declared, eyes blazing with the kind of fire you could only wish to have. If you had the energy to.
"Mizuki—"
"If you want to rot away from everyone else until the end, I'll rot with you, okay? I won't let you be alone again."
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