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26th, March 2020. 00:44AM.

dear self.

march 25th was a particularly crazy day. you’d had a scare about coming into contact with a possible coronavirus carrier and you’d got screamed at by a crying law school dean for speaking your mind.

who would have thought that you’d get to this point?

or maybe it was already predetermined the moment you were born?

did the stars and planets align to make you into the person that you are now? too vocal, too loud, too careless.

well, i write this to you to tell you one thing:

i am proud of who you are.

and i love you.

no matter what.

you are doing okay, self. you’re doing good. you’re becoming a person that all your past self would be proud to be, had they known you’d turn out this way.

and fuck it if that sentence seemed grammatically incorrect. it isn’t. but if it is, then fuck that, too.

so was this day all predetermined? are you just following the track that your life is supposed to go? is it dictated by your aries sun and moon? or is it your leo rising? or perhaps your pisces stellium?

i cant tell you. i’m still too lazy to delve deeper into astrology to find out.

but what i can do right now is to repeat this:

don’t be afraid to be who you are. and don’t forget to listen to the people around you, too.

and never, ever forget why you do what you do.

to help people. to be a better person. to make this world a better place. to do what is right.

because when you do, there comes happiness.