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Liam recently - 29.09
Pernille Harder looking for the critics who say she is destroying the Bayern game in pic one 😂😂😂😎😎😎
the bullets i carry // chicken scratches
Three nights in a row of nightmares with ptsd stuff so I am hoping for a calm night tonight. After killing it at the gym, I had a relaxing day at home making roast veg casseroles in the oven and hanging out with H. I got to relax in the evening and get into clean pjs and fresh bedsheets. I feel really cleansed and restored. I allow myself the space to process things however I need and I know that even if I have another bad dream tonight I have mechanisms for coping healthily that will kick in. I have managed before and will manage again. Today I am grateful for my fluffy tummy dog who smells delicious when he's dry and dozing between us on the sofa. I am grateful for that slight ache and tiredness after the gym that means I need to get some rest. I am grateful I have such nice bedsheets that I've been able to afford.
Ich hätte nie gedacht, dass Liebe so weh tun kann.
Ich dachte als ich dir Ende Juli gesagt habe, dass wir das beenden müssen, dass ich dich nicht mehr liebe. Es hat sich nicht so angefühlt. Aber es war noch so und es noch so.
Ich denke täglich an dich, wie es dir geht, wie dei Leben läuft, ob deine Frau wohl schon schwanger ist, ob du viel Geld verdienst, ob du glücklich bist,...
Ich weiß, dass du auch viel an mich denkst. Du hast einmal gesagt du bist der Schwache von uns zwei. Nein, ich bin das.
Mein einziger Trost ist, dass ich diese Zeilen auf Deutsch schreibe und du nie wissen wirst wie sehr ich dich vermisse. Du kannst sorgloser leben.