Title: nothing is without poison Author: demonbloodboyking Artist: 2blueshoes Other Pairing (if applicable): Dean/John (mentioned) Rating: Explicit Warnings/Spoilers: S6,Soulless Sam Winchester, dubcon, John Winchester (mentioned), underage sexual abuse (mentioned) Summary: Dean finds out Sam doesn’t have a soul inside of him and wants to remedy the situation as soon as possible. Before he can figure out a plan, Sam blindsides him by calling Dean out on their desires for each other - desires they both know have lurked inside of them for as long as they can remember. Dean lets Sam manhandle him into acting on their feelings, hating himself for doing or saying nothing to stop Sam. After Sam gets re-soulled by Death, Dean knows that it would be dangerous to talk about what happened, but Sam soon gets Castiel to spill the beans and, in turn, to keep Sam from digging at the truth himself, Dean talks to Sam about what happened between them. During the conversation, Dean tries to avoid talking about his own trauma regarding the way John treated him, but Sam tells Dean that he saw those moments but had always waited to see whether Dean brought it up or wanted it to remain repressed. Sam tells him that they need each other in order to heal and Dean agrees that they should let themselves have one more time together before they stop, knowing sometimes the only way out is through.
Art: Ao3 Story: Ao3
