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3-13-20 (Friday)

#313 #3-13-20 #friday #march #horizon zero dawn #th

Okay. You've done well. This would not have gotten to this point if you had just *listened*, but you have handled it as well as I could hope.

I do not like being around for you spilling your feelings and practically beggings fir reassurance that you weren't a shitty partner, or that you do actually deserve real love.

But I am glad you do ask for that when you need it. I am more glad that you have conducted research into so much of this. And I appreciate your one friend for practically giving you an actual therapy session over the whole thing. That was far more useful than comfort.

And I know you are struggling with the idea of them being your mate right now. And I think this wound is still too fresh for me to push what i think of the matter. We have time.

But, you have come far, in understanding *just how wrong* what they did to you was. I know you hate using the word abuse but that *was* emotional abuse. And you tolerated it because that's what you've done your whole life.

And, sure, also because you are fucking stubborn and you love them.

But... i am quick to criticize. And i do not regret that. But i wanted to say (in a more... permanent capacity than just in your head) that I am proud of you.

I genuinely thought i might have had to primarily take charge for a long time. But you are doing what you know you should to recover even though it feels... bad. Both the pain of what happened and the act of moving on sometimes.

I am proud of you, Roan.

I hope this quiet rage against injustices like this... not, in this case, with a desire to punish, but with a desire to *aide*. I hope it never leaves you. Or at least, it doesn't leave you without some other drive replacing it.

We cant just Get By anymore. Yes, Trix was what motivated us to stop wanting that in the first place. Or rather, our desire to be better for their sake. To be someone who could provide them with comfort and make a good life for us both.

But we wont fall back into that. Resting and recovery takes time. But we know what it is like now to genuinely improve. And we like it.

So... since i don't have more to say now. I'll say this one final time, because you've earned it. I know how hard this was for you...

I'm proud of you, Ro.

#22:24 #3-13-20 #for posterity

Happy Friday the 13th everyone! I may or may noy post some art later, maybe Chapter 2 of "A Brand New Start" or a Sanders Sides fic over the weekend. Bye yall!

#friday the 13th #Happy Friday 13th #3-13-20

FUCK

Werw so sad.. and *lonely*

Evn tho we r makin ourselves talk to ppp bc we know we should... bc we know its sposed to help

Mebe it is.. idk

Bu... s kinda dumb thay we r more lonely now. S been a while since... we've felt disconnected frm them p much since they got back to cali...

Which... we understand why we felt that way.... bc we were...

Not... not just how they wouldnt give us time.. they wouldnt give us anything real... evn tho that... was all we wanted... s why we said we werent pkay w them drawing away more...m bc they were doing it bwfore the visit too....

We couldnt just... give them up w out *trying* tho....

Fuck

Why do we feel so lonely

Why does this have to hurt so much

I just wanted to b happy.... to make *them* happy....

I dont understand

An i don wanna sleep rn

I just... i want... *not this*

I want my mate... the... the one... my...

They...

I dont understand anything...

#TheFoxTalks #05:07 #3-13-20

WE TOLD FLIPFLAP

he seems to havr taken it well

No one met him bc tbh no one is themself rn so... isnt best time for that and also... evn tho he seemd take it well ro want s to give him more time to ask questions if he has an to process before we like. Are 100% open like we were w trixxr

But... ppl... everyone important to us xept kwlly knows now (r v scared to tell her and tbh don think we will)

Is a vulnerable feeling

And ik third must *hate* it bu he is still bein b quiet

Hopefully is for the best tha we r open???

Well... to a point we havent tol anyone chain is a dragon or what kinda crazy grumperpants third is maybe is (ro has never been 100% like... acceot of havin an aspect of a *god* in them... they dun understand why thatd ever be, wvn if it seems like it is th case)(tho again... i still think Lifes more divine thn him)

Anyway

Juss hadta ramble a lil bc we were v nervous so ya

#TheFoxTalks #00:45 #3-13-20 #honestly dunno if will ever be 100% open w anyone #even if they can accept tha im a fox an chains a dragin and third is a bassard and life is somerimes a pile of leafs....#i....#idk if i wanna tell him trix is my mate and always will be #or if chain would ever be able to bring up their queen #... i mwan even if they were vague abt it... it is... idk #woukd ask them bu they r still despondednt #bu #i feel like sayin to our bf that trix will always b mate....#maybe isnt good #if they ever talk abt mates then will tell #will no lie if r asked abt jt #ppl dont usually take mates right?#so it maybe never will come up