#3-15-20

[teethtakerr]

[sudokumaze]

Different world - Same Voice

Haha- gEt iT—

[verucas-salty]

A customer tipped me one of these today. Body and Body works is sold out of hand sanitizers . It was kind and it surprised me.

[its123am]

3-15-20 (Sunday)

[foxymoodsbyafoxythude]

I keep apologizing. Chain says s not a bad thing to not b strong nuff. Roan says u take care of those u love when u are able an u dont think less of them for it. Life says I'm doing what i should be and i shouldn't be upset i cant do more. They all say i bring joy an they dont expect me... to be the strong one but... am not even bringin joy rn...

Also cant help bu feel like a my fault we werent enough for.. for trixr. I... ro explained it to me tha s no tru. Or even if is tru tha we werent enuff, s still not our fault this happened how did. An wat they tol me makes sense. They r right. Bu i still sometimes feel that way.

Bu... im not enough. For real. I keep fuckin up. Am weak. An im *sorry*. I can't do anything. I *want* to. I wanna help. I can't tho.

Evn tho ro an chain an life said i am. They r juss tryna make me feel better so i don freak out.

Am too tired to freak out. Bein angry... is tiring. Wanna leave bu... bu they r being so good to me even tho i don deserve i cant leave them... i... evn tho am juss burden... would make them sad.

Third. I think third wants us to do this on by ourselfs.

He is here bu has been v quiet. Excep when he tol ro he is proud. He's never said that before.

I... i don know why he is doin this. Or what i feel abt it. Am not upset at him tho... just confused

I... i am juss tired. An... an i love ro. An chain. An life. An... an thas all i know rn. I know they r good to me an i love them. An i know im tired and hurt.

I don even know if i will get better

Bu... if chain is push through... i can try some more...

[chains-and-pipes]

Fox... is one of Mine. And I protect my own whether i feel like I can or not. I know what rage mixed with the darklings... influence.. feels like. It feels good, but its... so destructive, and not towards those who deserve it, towards us. Towards fox in this case.

I have not really even begun to recover, but i dont need to. I'm fully capable of fighting when im down. Im a fucking dragon. An not just any.

I'm back. Broken... but back.

[honeybratzbaby]

“Dream a little dream of me. Turn this into something sweet”