#30.12.2021

[liam-93-productions]

Liam in the Sunshine lyrics video (x) - 30.12

[biragacgibitekvehur]

İnsanın kendine uygun, cildinin tolere edebileceği, asla iritasyona neden olmayan bakım ürünlerini bulması > hayatının aşkını bulması

[prosy-days]

December 30, 2021 - Day 194

Excited to start these candles I got!

[godsnameisjoy]

SPIRITUAL TEAM WORK

Date: 30 December 2021

Duration: 53 minutes at 11:56 PM

Depth:

This session was definitely at a level of concentration lower than my best. In fact, concentration was lower than my second best. It was like a session from a week back. I have definitely grown in the last week but my growth isn’t made irreversible just yet.

Out of habit, I ran a possibility of reasons in my mind for a lower than average concentration level. I have two probable causes.

I am attached to some mind spaces. These are non-meditating spaces running on deep seated and outdated desires. Liquid Peace hasn’t soaped out parts of my intuition mind just yet. Intuition needs deep cleaning methods to clear out because intuition is the deep end of our minds. Events of any given day can reveal such attachments (read ‘mental grime’). Meditations like these are opportunities to clean up without guaranteed results. The lack of guarantee resulted in a lack of meditation duration.

The other probable cause is a real blessing from the other side. Guru and/or guardian angels probably protected my spiritual advances last night by putting on hold the next blessing they have for me. This explanation puts a smile on my face. The disguise of a lack of blessings can be a blessing only if you assume that your spiritual growth is a result of team work. The team comprises of an invisible Guru and many invisible guardians.

The meaning of the word ‘peace’ has changed in my mind. And the change has occurred in the last few weeks. The word isn’t another abstract noun to be found in the dictionary. A word that helps communication.

Peace is now an experience. If I am blessed enough, I’ll be able to experience it with a predictable regularity. Peace is a pleasure. It is refreshing, lifting and soothing. The experience undoes the burden of an intellectually loaded meaning. Imagine being in a position to speak this way about the word ‘God’.

[puregrief]

أغنية بهاء سلطان اللي اسمها تعالى أدلعك دي مِخلياني عايزة أتخانق مع حد وأزعله جامد وبعدين أروح أصالحه بالأغنية دي وأرقصله وحاجة أستغفر الله العظيم يارب :"DD

[puregrief]

أوقات كتير ببص ع قطقوطي -نفسي أبطَّل أقول الكلمة دي عشان ويرد بصراحة بس لازم يفضل سرِّي عشان أفضل أنا كمان سريَّة- وأقول إنه مش عادل بجد تكون كل الحلاوة والطعامة والكياتة دي في قط واحد بس، يعني باقي القطط تعمل ايه؟ they don't stand a chance! مش حلو لثقتهم بنفسهم والله لما يبقى قط واحد بس اللي جميل وكيوت وعسل ويتاكل أكل كده🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖💖💖💖