Jun 23, 2018
☆30 days hairstyles challenge☆
Day 03 - Long Haired Female ↳ Bishamonten (Noragami)
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☆30 days hairstyles challenge☆
Day 03 - Long Haired Female ↳ Bishamonten (Noragami)
☆30 days hairstyles challenge☆
Day 02 - Medium Length Haired Female ↳ Ochako Uraraka (Boku no Hero Academia)
Day Twenty-Nine: Do You Follow Any Self-Harm Blogs?
Yep. I mean look at my tumblr, c'mon.
Day Twenty-Eight: What Short-Term Goals Do You Have?
I forgot to do this so my other one for today will be posted later.
My short-term goal is to be clean for two weeks and one day since I fucked it up last time. Oops.
Twenty-Seven: Discuss Any and All Progress You Have Made.
Well let's see, before I relapsed back on February 22, 2013, I was eleven months clean. In May to June, I made it 24 days clean. Before my last relapse, I was two weeks clean. At the moment, I'm four days clean. Yea. I think that's it.
Twenty-Six: What is Something That Makes You Most Happy?
Music. Dancing. Writing.
Twenty-Five: Do You Know Any Statistics about Self-Harm?
yea, I know a few.
One out of every six teenagers self-harm
10% of people self-harm
UK has one of the highest rates of self-harm
Day Twenty-Four: What are Some of Your Main Triggers? Why?
Pictures and gifs of cutting - To be honest, I don't really know why. It kind of just puts the image in my head and then I get this urge where all these bad thoughts come and yea.
When I'm talking to somebody and they say they are cutting - Okay, there's this one girl who has the most fucking fun with this. She texts me and then she'll just randomly text me, "Oh I've been cutting this whole time." And it makes me feel guilty for not being able to stop her.
My thoughts - It could be anywhere but when I let my mind wander, I start thinking about cutting and suicide.
Stress - Do I really need to explain it?
I'm stuck in the past and blame myself for the things he did to me - I had a very difficult seventh into eighth grade year/summer...
WHEN SOMEBODY BLAMES ME FOR ALL THEIR CUTTING - *coughthegirlmentionedearliercough*