Jan 6, 2016
End of second day
It’s a miracle, no shouting or aggression! But only because we weren’t alone for any period of time. Cannot describe the relief when J said he was coming round to our flat tonight...
So instead, thankfully, the worst thing that happened was listening to my partner talk himself up with bullshit. I really wonder how much of the things he says he actually believes himself. I can’t help but feel a sense of awe when I hear blatant fabrications come out of his mouth when I’m right there, obviously knowing the truth. But he doesn’t care, because he knows that I would never dare saying something, during or after the occasion.