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Day 30 // 30 DAYS WITH YOUR LOVE MEME:

Day 30 // 30 DAYS WITH YOUR LOVE MEME:

 Say something you have never said before to your partner, deep feelings or how much they mean to you.

(Dara already knows how much I love her and what she means to me... We've known each other so long and been through so much, I've already spilled my guts out to her about everything, really. She knows my soul, even all the ugly parts... She already knows how much I love her and how she saved me from ruining myself and how much I need her on a daily basis... dfkgjdnfgdf)

Dear Dara Noona,

I think I would really do anything you ever asked me to. And I would never hate you for it. It's something I've never experienced before--that much willingness. It's really scary and it freaks me out, but you have me so wrapped around your finger... I would literally do anything you wanted. And not because I'm trying to be nice or make this relationship work-- I would do it without qualms or anger or regret. So... Please have a care of what you say to me, because I can't say no.

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Day 29 // 30 DAYS WITH YOUR LOVE MEME:

 Day 29 // 30 DAYS WITH YOUR LOVE MEME:

 Share something that your partner said to you before that touched you deeply.

"Well, you’re perfect to me because… it’s not about what you did to me. Quite the contrary, it’s what you did to other, or /for/ others rather. You treat them like they’re extremely important. You’re always there for them, the pair of listening ears, the shoulder and the arms that hold them when they need it. It shows how caring you are. And you never ask for anything in return. That’s why you’re perfect. I admire the caring side of you a lot.

"I see you everywhere, you are just everywhere talking to almost everyone I see and over time I noticed it. Somehow. I also got first hand experience. When I was having troubles with that woman, you were the first few one to approach me. You listened to me and gave me moral support. I appreciate it. I can never thank you enough for that. I also realised that you didn’t give your emotional baggage to me and it made me feel a little guilty for burdening you with mine."

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DAY 28 // 30 DAYS WITH YOUR LOVE MEME:

DAY 28 // 30 DAYS WITH YOUR LOVE MEME: 

 Are you comfortable with sex? Have you and your partner reached that step yet? Do you remember the first time?

Um we've reached that step- we've hit that manyyy manyyyyyyyy times hahahah!! When I first met her, she was kind of uncomfortable with it- or so she claimed- but after a while of getting to know me, we quickly rectified that and I realized that I actually think she has more of a sex-drive than I do, which is definitely saying something. We both really enjoy it and really enjoy it together, but I must confess, I'm a bit shy about my body. I dont really always feel comfortable being just openly naked- I'm not one of those guys. I like her being naked though (god she has the most amazing body ugh).

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DAY 27 // 30 DAYS WITH YOUR LOVE MEME:

DAY 27 // 30 DAYS WITH YOUR LOVE MEME: 

 Have you ever been jealous? has your partner ever shown jealousy? Have you ever tried to make him/her jealous on purpose?

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh boy. Yes. Both sides yes. We've dealt with a lotttt of jealousy about each other- that's all a really long story that involves a lot more information than I think either of us are comfortable giving out, but basically yes. I haven't always been on the straight and narrow path when it's come to relationships and even though she's born it like a saint, I know she has dealt with a lot of jealousy. And with my own insecurities and short-comings, I have projected my fears and faults onto her and become quite jealous as well about things.

I will say though, that I've never tried to make her jealous on purpose. Most every time I can or know about it, I do my best to assuade her jealousy, because she has always been my favorite and when she hurts, I hurt. I feel like I wanna die every time she's ever cried for me. It's not something I like. I really hate jealousy, to the utmost. In the past, I'd always done my best to not get jealous with people, like I could push that feeling down and away, but it never worked around her.

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DAY 26 // 30 DAYS WITH YOUR LOVE MEME"

DAY 26 // 30 DAYS WITH YOUR LOVE MEME:

 Its your partners birthday! You have 2 days to plan an event, what will you do?

COOKIES AND CAKE AND CHOCOLATE MILK AND CHOCOLATE BARS AND CANDY AND BALLOONS AND ALL THE PRESENTS I CAN FIND AND A MILLION LITTLE NOTES ALL OVER HER PLACE WITH THE WORDS "I LOVE YOU" ON THEM AND ME NAKED IN HER BEDROOM WAITING FOR HER AND THEN SNUGGLES AND MOVIES AND KISSES YES HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY YES

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DAY 25 // 30 DAYS WITH YOUR LOVE MEME:

DAY 25 // 30 DAYS WITH YOUR LOVE MEME: 

 Its 3am, you have a important schedule in 4 hours and all you want is sleep. Your partner is showing up crying on your doorstep, what will you do?

This really isnt even a good question because obviously I would stay up all night for her. Her > everything else (including schedules). I value my life and my job very highly, but I've gone without sleep enough times to know that I would survive it anyway. Plus, she has stayed up all night for me before, and she knows that I'm one of those people who would go to great lengths for anyone, really. Most of all though, I would definitely do it for her.

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DAY 24 // 30 DAYS WITH YOUR LOVE MEME:

DAY 24 // 30 DAYS WITH YOUR LOVE MEME: 

 Do you have a special song with your partner? If so, what is it? And what memories does it hold in your heart?

Ermmmmm well. A long while ago, she and I made up a playlist for our relationship and we both came up with 20 songs each, and then we picked 10 from each other's playlists. Those 10 from each would then go together as 20 to be in the final playlist and it was just a silly thing to do, not really a big deal. And it was funny because out of all 40 songs, there was one that we both picked for each of our separate playlists, before showing each other: A Thousand Years by Christina Perri.

I'll go with that one as our special song since that's the one we both initially agreed on the most.

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DAY 23 // 30 DAYS WITH YOUR LOVE MEME:

DAY 23 // 30 DAYS WITH YOUR LOVE MEME: 

 Your partner wants to get full body tattooed, would you accept it?

Of course I would accept it! Of course, let's be honest here, I think *I* would be more likely to get a full body tattoo though... She doesn't really like pain and I dont think she's overly fond of getting tattooed, although I think she is okay with seeing them on other people... men preferably ahahah