#31oct2020

[einsamaru]

Ex

My gray canvas, you painted it blue It was my favorite admired and adored

but now I'm scraping it all off Scratches and marks, don't mind

I hate blue.

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[astrid1229]

2020.10.31- ᴴᴬᴾᴾᵞ 🎃ᴴᴼᴸᴸᴼᵂᴱᴱᴺ 當天穿沒多久就後面破洞 嗚嗚只能當肥胖版🦸🏻‍♀️神力女超人 萬聖節走在路上真的很容易被嚇 但大家的裝扮都太有創意了❤️ #31OCT2020 #groundstafflife #dailypic #partynight #holloween #holloweenparty #cosplaygirl #holloweencostume #wonderwoman #dresscode #allnightlong #likesforlike #followforfollowback #萬聖節🎃 #變裝趴 #神力女超人 #比拼創意 #這晚走在路上都會被嚇到（在 錢櫃 - 西門町中華新館） https://www.instagram.com/p/CH6bty6hQze/?igshid=7lkl523sqmjg

[protect-the-pack]

Like I miss him with all my heart and soul and it’s been so fucking hard because he’s my soul mate and I am madly in love with him but I can’t have him anymore and I just have to continue going to work like I’m fine. Like it’s not tearing me up inside and like everything suddenly doesn’t matter to me anymore. When I see him laughing and smiling while talking to people is like a dagger to my heart. Because we don’t smile at each other anymore. We don’t even make eye contact. Fuck I never knew just making eye contact and him looking me in the eyes would be something that I just miss so fucking much. How do you go from knowing everything about a person to just suddenly acting like strangers. Like I don’t know all the freckles on his neck and his face. Like I don’t now know these useless facts about him. And now I have to live here. Knowing he’s around somewhere. And that he lives a floor above me. That he’s so close yet just out of reach at all times. It breaks my fucking heart. I feel like half of me is missing and my heart and soul just feel empty now. And he became a part of me and now that is just gone and I feel incomplete now; like a goddamn shadow