#32317

[anthonychristopherart]

thursday

feverduct

32317

[rembringer-blog]

no matter what you say or what you do

[brendonburiebot]

Breb

brood

[eggwhiteswithspinach]

moodboard

[styleandsold]

Allison James Tally; FSBO Love

[rembringer-blog]

it doesnt mean anything

[justanotherobstacle]

Sometimes my heart still aches. Unsure of what may come. Afraid that it may shatter my heart back to a million pieces..

[vnet-ing]

god if my parents see my grades,, theyre gonna make me go back to living with my dad and i dont know how to say that if i go back there it will get worse

everything is worse over there i just really am not a fan of being emotionally neglected and feeling more alone than usual and living in a house no one gives a fuck about thats empty constantly because everything that goes in just has its happiness sucked out

im just not really into the idea of being at the place where i first fell apart

im not really. an advocate for having to slip back into those old mindsets again even more than i already am and i just?? im not looking 4ward to inevitably having to go back cuz i know damn fucking well that its not going to make my grades any better or whatever

yeah dad i know you miss me or whatever but ur life is a fucking mess and i dont want to have to live somewhere where im still the least fucking important person there

i kno ur salty about me being A Trans and also enjoying having a parent who can like BE HOME EVER like i get that u want to see me 4 like 8 more minutes a week thats all fine and dandy but ur only ever home 8 fuking minutes a week and i like. enjoy having a parent. that like respects me and is ever around

god i jsut. i dont want to get bad again and i know im going to and im so scared im just so terrified of being pushed out of everyones life and feeling even more alone and somehow still being criticized bc of what theyre putting me thru like i just. im so fuckign sad