Nov 17, 2019
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This time I heard each and every lie I ever told you I tried to cling to the life I'd made together with you So I did the only thing I knew how to I denied who I was, because...
39 Q’s
I was tagged by the sweetest aka @naijahra thank you so much ^^
1. ARE YOU NAMED AFTER SOMEONE?
No my mom thought the name was pretty and that’s it
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
I don’t remember ... probably like last month over something stupid
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
It’s okay i’d say !
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
OMG don’t get me started on meat i love every kind except the weird ones like rabbit ugh
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? No and i don’t plan to have any for a while lol
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Eh idk, probably not
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM? Yes I do ! But usually when i feel easy around the person so they know that i’m not serious
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Yes aaah
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
I don’t think, I’m too afraid of heights
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE KIND OF CEREAL?
The cinnamon ones and also the honey flavoured ones
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Yes ofc
12. DO YOU THINK YOU’RE A STRONG PERSON?
I don’t think i could even harm a butterfly so nah
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Vanilla !
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Probably the way they talk, it tells a lot about personnality
15. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE PHYSICAL THING YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF?
Probably the fact that i’m thin as a rake among other things
16. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING NOW?
Jeans and no shoes
17. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Daydream Warrior from Aqours I’m such a weeb i know
18. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
Probably that weird blue-ish green
19. FAVORITE SMELL?
The town after the rain omg
20. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU SPOKE TO ON THE PHONE?
My mom
21. FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH?
Swimming or ice skating
22. HAIR COLOR?
Light brune
23. EYE COLOR?
blue-ish grey-ish it’s weird
24. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
Nope
25. FAVORITE FOOD TO EAT?
Pastries
26. SCARY MOVIES OR COMEDY?
Both !
27. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
La la land ! that movie is so good
28. WHAT COLOR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
white with the star wars logo in a galaxy pattern i’m so proud of this shirt
29. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Both are so pretty i can’t choose
30. HUGS OR KISSES?
I’m not used to being kissed so hugs !!
31. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU CURRENTLY READING?
The Millenium series volume 3 10/10 would recommend
32. WHO DO YOU MISS RIGHT NOW?
My friends from middle school ! i wanna hang out again
33. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
It’s black wow
34. WHAT IS THE LAST TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED?
The news ... i’m boring
35. WHAT IS THE BEST SOUND?
the fire crackling in the fireplace
36. ROLLING STONES OR THE BEATLES?
No idea
37. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE EVER TRAVELED?
Germany
38. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
I can play the violin a bit nothing impressive haha
39. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
In France
I tag : @stylishphil ; @phillybeans ; @dansuga ; @fuckinlester and anyone who wants to do it ! Ignore it if you don’t want of course ^^’
39 Questions Tag
I was tagged by the lovely @dangerousfiction. Thanks, Kristin!!
1. Are you named after someone? I’m named after a great-great-(times I don’t know)-grandmother, though her name was Ferrand. My parents tweaked it a little to get Farren, which is good because Ferrand sounds like a car. 2. When was the last time you cried? - Earlier today. I was frustrated and I cry when frustrated. 3. Do you like your handwriting? – Not usually, but it’s okay. 4. What is your favorite lunch meat? - Turkey 5. Do you have kids? - No. 6. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? – Maybe like casual friends, but not besties or anything. 7. Do you use sarcasm? Not very often, because I’m always afraid the person I’m talking to will think I’m being serious instead of sarcastic. 8. Do you still have your tonsils? – No, I had to have them removed when I was seven. 9. Would you bungee jump? – Definitely not. I would like to not be splattered. 10. What is your favorite kind of cereal? – Cinnamon Toast Crunch. 11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? – Nope. My work shoes don’t even have strings because I’m so lazy that I bought slip-ons. 12. Do you think you’re a strong person? - In the long run, yes, because I’ll eventually bounce back from things. It just takes a long time, during which I’ll have several meltdowns. 13. What is your favorite ice cream? – Mint chocolate chip, cookies and cream, or chocolate mixed with bananas. 14. What is the first thing you notice about people? – Usually when I meet new people, I’m too preoccupied with worrying whether they think I’m weird/crazy/stupid to notice their own characteristics. It’s one of the perks of social anxiety. Eventually I think I’ll notice whether they’re a nice person. 15. What is the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself? – This isn’t a very good question. Instead, my favorite physical thing about myself is my hands. 16. What color pants and shoes are you wearing now? – Jeans and no shoes. 17. What are you listening to right now? – The dryer, drying my clothes. 18. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? – Coral. 19. Favorite smell? - Flowery smells, especially lilac and roses. The smell of a paperback book when you fan the pages. 20. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? – Bridgett. 21. Favorite sport to watch? – I love love love baseball. 22. Hair color? –Reddish blond. 23. Eye color? – Hazel 24. Do you wear contacts? – Yes, contacts are one of the best things to ever happened to me. 25. Favorite food to eat? – Pretty much any kind of rice. 26. Scary movies or comedy? – Comedy. 27. Last movie you watched? – I finally got to watch Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them last night! 28. What color of shirt are you wearing? – Blue tank top. 29. Summer or winter? – Summer. Always summer. 30. Hugs or kisses? – Keep your germs to yourself. 31. What book are you currently reading? – Otherbound by Corrine Duyvis, Manuscript Found in Accra by Paulo Coelho, and The Emperor of All Maladies: A Biography of Cancer by Siddhartha Mukherjee. 32. Who do you miss right now? – My brother, I guess, because I rarely see him anymore. 33. What is on your mouse pad? – I don’t have one at home. At work I think it’s an ad for Trifexis with a puppy on it. 34. What is the last TV program you watched? – Doctor Who (The Voyage of the Damned). I don’t watch a whole lot of TV but can watch Doctor Who all day. 35. What is the best sound? – A cat’s purr. 36. Rolling stones or The Beatles? - The Beatles. Always, always The Beatles. 37. What is the furthest you have ever traveled? – I went to the UK and Ireland when I was 16 as part of People to People Student Ambassadors. 38. Do you have a special talent? – I’ve been told I’m the cat whisperer because I’m good at working with cats. I don’t know if that counts as a special talent or not, but it comes in handy at work. 39. Where were you born? - Danville, Illinois. 2/10 would not recommend being born there. I’m tagging @withmywingsspread, @anassarhenisch, @birdiethebibliophile, @wolves-and-books, @oh-for-the-love-of-books, and @myobsessionthisweekis!
Tag Game
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Tagged by @supes9 , thank you! : ) sorry this has been sat in my to do list FORVER.
1. Are you named after someone? kinda, my mum was in a car crash that flipped her car into a field on it’s roof when she was pregnant with me, The person who hit her was called Lee, the ambulance driver who saved her (and myself) was called Derrick Lee and the first person to visit her in the hospital and when I was born was called Margaret Lee. So my middle name is Lee!
2. When was the last time you cried? Last week when I just couldn’t take my boss's crazy anymore.So done with this workplace bull.Searching for a new job now.
3. Do you like your handwriting? Not really, it’s all over the place and I can’t read it myself sometimes.
4. What is your favorite lunch meat? Pastrami!
5. Do you have kids? No.
6. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? yeah? we would have the same interests and same opinions on stuff.
7. Do you use sarcasm? Sometimes, only when I'm in a pissy mood.
8. Do you still have your tonsils? I do not.
9. Would you bungee jump? hell yeah, would prefer to skydive though
10. What is your favorite kind of cereal? Crunchy Nut Cornflakes
11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Converse? yes, most others? no.
12. Do you think you’re a strong person? yes? I break down way easier than teenage me, but I'm dealing?!
13. What is your favorite ice cream? Cookie Dough or Strawberry
14. What is the first thing you notice about people? I think face?
15. What is the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself? My weight over my whole body. All the weight.
16. What color pants and shoes are you wearing now? in jammies, if I'm at home, I'm in jammies.
17. What are you listening to right now? My fiancé playing Balders Gate on his tablet.
18. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Well, yellow because its always brilliant yellow. sooo good.
19. Favorite smell? Petrol...or fresh cut grass...and coconut.
20. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? Adam (fiancé)
21. Favorite sport to watch? mostly stuff at the Olympics? maybe Rugby? Can’t Takeshi’s Castle count?
22. Hair color? Platinum Blonde
23. Eye color? Green
24. Do you wear contacts? No
25. Favorite food to eat? Mac and Cheese
26. Scary movies or comedy? Scary Movies :O
27. Last movie you watched? Alien Covenant, gonna see Wonder Woman tomorrow
28. What color of shirt are you wearing? Light Gray - New York themed Jams :)
29. Summer or winter? That’s hard, but I guess I lean more toward summer.
30. Hugs or kisses? Hugs!
31. What book are you currently reading? Straight up fanfiction! Was reading confessions of a sociopath but lost interest half way, ill get back to it.
32. Who do you miss right now? my boys! (my dogs who live with my mum and step mum) and my cat - he died last year :(
33. What is on your mouse pad? laptop. work computer has skittles themes though!
34. What is the last TV program you watched? Orange is the new black - season 5 baby! woohoo!
35. What is the best sound? heavy rain and thunder
36. Rolling stones or The Beatles? Beach Boys! I guess The Beatles
37. What is the furthest you have ever traveled? Probably California? (I’m from Scotland)
38. Do you have a special talent? used to be drawing and loads of bendy double jointed stuff? now it's not flipping my shit at work when my boss gets ridiculous
39. Where were you born? Scotland. I’m tagging @ratsofankhmorpork , @lout92 @gingercaroleen Thanks for checking in! <3
got tagged by @schokovanillehoernchen
thank you, and thanks also for messing about with your settings until everything worked again :)
Rules: complete the survey and say who tagged you in the beginning. when you’re finished, tag people to do this survey. have fun and enjoy!
1: Are you named after someone? not specifically
2: When was the last time you cried? been a while. dunno.
3: Do you like your handwriting? it does its job, but it does look like shit
4: What is your favourite lunch meat? germany does not do lunch meat. germany does sausages. and i love a good cabanossi
5: Do you have kids? oh hell no
6: If you were another person, would you be friends with you? i would hope so. i guess i’m a bit of a weirdo, but i try to seek out other weirdos, so
7: Do you use sarcasm? no. never. in my life. have i ever. used. sarcasm. whatsoever. /sarcasm
8: Do you still have your tonsils? yup
9: Would you bungee jump? holy fuck no
10: What is your favourite kind of cereal? knockoff toppas
11: Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? yes. i have very narrow feet with high arches so if i don’t tie my soes tightly they’ll fall off and if i don’t untie them i physically cannot get them off my feet
12: Do you think you’re a strong person? that’s a hell of a question to drop on people for an ask game ... i guess i’ve made it thus far, so make of that what you will
13: What is your favourite ice cream? Ever, ever? i am fickle and my preferences change with the wind, so who even knows
14: What is the first thing you notice about people? how they carry themselves, whether they’re looking to engage with others or not
15: What is the least favourite physical thing you like about yourself? my fucking misaligned spine can take a hike tbh
16: What colour pants and shoes are you wearing now? i’m assuming these are american pants rather than british ones. light blue jeans and grey fluffy socks, no shoes
17: What are you listening to right now? christopher tin: sogno di volare (the dream of flight)
18: If you were a crayon, what color would you be? this is starting to sound suspiciously like a job interview. anyway, burnt-out sienna
19: Favourite smell? again, i am exceedingly fickle but vanilla, aniseed or citrus scents are a pretty safe bet
20: Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? what kind of a barbarian uses the phone
21: Favorite sport to watch? why would i spend time watching sportsball when i could be doing literally anything else
22: Hair color? medium dark brown
23: Eye color? compost heap after 3 weeks of very wet summer (but it says green on my id)
24: Do you wear contacts? i have dailies for when i want to go big with eye makeup but mostly it’s glasses
25: Favourite food to eat? yet again i am as fickle as the sea and you can’t really expect me to pick. but right now i could go for some fresh-baked bread, given i just spent several months in the breadless wastes (in this case the uk)
26: Scary movies or comedy? i like laughing more than anxiety
27: Last movie you watched? uuuuuhhhhhhhhh rogue one i think?
28: What color of shirt are you wearing? black tank and a red zipped hoodie over it
29: Summer or winter? no. spring and fall.
30: Hugs or kisses? depends who’s asking. from strangers, neither.
31: What book are you currently reading? am taking a small break from reading given that all my books are in boxes and also they made me read like 6 novels last semester (all of which i hated)
32: Who do you miss right now? the boyfriend unit, because obviously
33: What is on your mouse pad? the single notable touristic attraction in my home town
34: What is the last TV program you watched? university challenge, i think. i don’t have a tv
35: What is the best sound? dunno, but it won’t be a mp3 if you want it in hi-fi
36: Rolling stones or The Beatles? beatles
37: What is the furthest you have ever travelled? italy (for reference... i live in germany)
38: Do you have a special talent? define special, also talent. ime, talent doesn’t fucking exist. what you get is being shit at things and not giving up and doing the things anyway and eventually you become less shit at the things, which people will then tell you is talent (but if you’re interested in shit i made, try aimofdestiny.deviantart.com)
39: Where were you born? small town in north-west germany
i tag: @doubleadrivel @hobbular @jabletown @jealouscakesniffer @knitmeapony @lazyeveryday @notbecauseofvictories @princekheldar @queenofwrecksandruins @witch-of-habonim-dror @whitmerule @zuckergussprinzessin @zombiebrainsoup
as always, a tag is a gentle invitation not a command, please feel free to ignore at will
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What is your dream career, and what path do you plan to take to get there?
Who do you aspire most to be like?
List one person you’d like to wear the sweater of, one person you’d like to bake cookies with, and one person you’d like to drive around and get lost with. (can be celebrities or fictional characters, has to be three different people and not all the same person)
Describe your current best friend(s).
2011 :)
1. What did you do in 2011 that you’d never done before? got engaged to an awesome man. Graeme ford. 3 years. :)
2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I didn't really make any, just sort of to do better for me. and have a better year.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Yes a fair few people. 4. Did anyone close to you die? Yes.
5. What countries did you visit? None, pretty boring hay? 6. What would you like to have in 2012 that you lacked in 2011? happiness and old friendships 7. What date from 2011 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? 31st December. Because it was the coolest end to 2011 with the best friends at the best beach in adelaide.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? making it 3 years with my boy. 9. What was your biggest failure? Letting myself hit bottom. 10. Did you suffer illness or injury? Yes. No injuries 11. What was the best thing you bought? My new car. :) 12. Whose behaviour merited celebration? umm?
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed? Graeme's. There was one point in the year where he didn't know what he wanted or what he was doing, he lost control and ended our relationship. Then 2 weeks later begged for me back. 14. Where did most of your money go? petrol and Gray's house. 15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Christmas holidays. 16. What song will always remind you of 2011? I don't know? 17. Compared to this time last year, are you: i. happier? yes. ii. thinner or fatter? Thinner iii. richer or poorer? Poorer. 18. What do you wish you’d done more of? Had more fun and time with/for the people I care about. 19. What do you wish you’d done less of? Being lazy. 20. How did you spend Christmas? At home, with my family and my boyfriend 21. Did you fall in love in 2011? Was already in love.
22. How many one-night stands? None.
23. What was your favorite TV program? Neighbours and Glee
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year? Yeah, one person in particular. She really rubs me the wrong way! She thinks she's better then everyone else, so i just sit and chuckle when people talk about how shes a stuck up mole who thinks shes better then everyone else. 25. What was the best book you read? Twilight?
26. What was your greatest musical discovery? I can actually sing, pretty good too :)
27. What did you want and get? More friends, more adventure, more fun.
28. What did you want and not get? haha... nothing 29. What was your favourite film of this year? uhmmm... war horse. 30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I turned 20 and i had a bday dinner and went to town with a few faves. 31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? More love and more sleep. hahaha 32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2011? Better then 2010. 33. What kept you sane? nothing. 34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Joe Santagato 35. What political issue stirred you the most? I don't waste my time on that shit. 36. Who did you miss? Aaron, Thomas, mary and Dave 37. Who was/were the best new person(s) you met? My matty :) 38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2011? Don't bother fucking around with people who love themselves to much because theres no room for others in their books. 39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. 'So what we get drunk, so what we don't sleep. Whe're just havin' fun, and we don't care who see's. So what we go outt, that's how it's supposed to be. Livin' young and wild and free'
Whats your middle name? Louise.
How big is your bed? Double [:
What are you listening to right now? Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire and Emma ranting about a guy who I'd seriously like to punch right about now.
What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number? Your mom.
What was the last thing you ate? A Twirl.
Last person you hugged? Emma.
How is the weather right now? I have no idea, it's dark out [:
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Emma.
What is the first thing you notice in the opposite sex? Their eyes, then their sense of humour.
Favorite type of food. Either sandwiches or pasta.
Do you want children? Yes, I think so.
Do you drink? Sometimes, if I feel like it.
Ever get so drunk you don’t remember the entire night? Nope.
Hair color? Dark brown with a purple tint.
Eye colour? Dark brown.
Do you wear contacts/glasses? I'm supposed to wear glasses but I don't wear them often enough.
Favorite holiday? I love Christmas and Hallowe'en.
Favorite season? Autumn.
Have you ever cried over a girl/boy? Indeedy I have.
Last movie you watched? I'm watching GoF with Emma at the mo.
What books are you reading? Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows.
Piercings? Just ear lobes at the moment.
Favorite movie? Either The Boat That Rocked or Love Actually.
Favorite college football team? That is a very good question. I am unfortunubbly from England, so I couldn't actually give you a name, but my alligiance is [and most likely always will be] to New York and/or Florida.
What were you doing before filling this out? I'm watching Harry Potter.
Any pets? Nup.
Dogs or cats? I like both [:
Favorite flower? Good question. I have no idea.
Have you ever loved someone? Yes, but I don't think I've ever been in love.
Who would you like to see right now? Darren Criss. Erm. I miss Matt. I haven't seen him in weeks :[
Have you ever fired a gun? Nope.
Do you like to travel by plane? Indeedy I do.
Right-handed or Left-handed? Lefty [:
If you could go to any place right now where would you go? New York.
Are you missing someone? Just Matt I think. Although I do miss the days before JC turned into an asshole.
Do you have a tattoo? Not yet, but I'm designing the ones that I'll get eventually.
Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings? I'm not usually awake on Saturday mornings :']
Are you hiding something from someone? ... I don't think so ...
Are you 18? Noo. I'm 16.
What do you do before you go to bed? Read or write or listen to music [: