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When someone shows you a song that reminds them of you so you listen to it on repeat and sing it softly to yourself, trying to taste their voice in your own
I miss you and I hope the pain over the fact that you're not mine will go away someday
on the more positive side:
I’ve met people that seriously fascinate me, make me want to work harder and make me so happy to be around! I worry I’m annoying but I could seriously spend all my time with them. Although everything is going to take a frustratingly long time to happen, there’s a sense that my dreams are very achievable. The raft that is my existence in this city is a shoddy mess where i’m constantly nailing bits back on, but for now it floats, so fuck it and keep paddling toward my goals. I’ve had a bunch of really neat magical experiences like seeing wild owls, jellyfish and riding my bike: 1. under fireworks, 2. in the dead of night 3. no handed As a result of sharing meals with my vegetarian housemate and the riding/walking everywhere thing, i’m also getting way fitter (buns hun! :0) and starting to look better, except the minimal sleep thing. Strangers have come up to hit on me, which is a totally foreign experience. I thought some guy was trying to sell me something and was totally confused. I also blurted out “WHO ARE YOU?” oops.
I truly love Yongguk so much.
I deserve .
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Sometimes it feels like I'm the only one in the world. And its always at 3am. I dread 3am. Its so incredibly lonely.