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Late night munchies

#cereal #high #smoke weed #smokeweed #fruity pebbles #space queen #the flintstones #latenightfeels #late night #3AM #3am mood

i dont know, i want to see em both.

#scooby doo #ghost busters #3am mood

Episode : Yang Datang, Yang Pergi

Tidak semua hal di dunia ini dimaksudkan untuk menjadi sesuatu yang indah dan bertahan lama. Ombak menemui tepian pantai hanya sesaat lalu kembali lagi ke tengah lautan. Matahari terbit dan menerangi Bumi sebelum akhirnya kembali tenggelam dan digantikan oleh Bulan. Bunga-bunga mekar dan merona sebelum akhirnya layu dan mati.

Orang-orang juga begitu. Mereka datang dan pergi. People come and go.

Meski begitu, aku percaya seseorang datang ke dalam hidupku bukan kebetulan. Seseorang pergi dari hidupku bukan tanpa alasan. Semua sudah digariskan. Semua sudah diatur sedemikian rupa sehingga aku bisa belajar banyak hal dari mereka.

Belajar membedakan mana yang benar dan mana yang salah.

Belajar untuk menjadi dan mempertahankan diriku sendiri.

Belajar untuk mencintai diriku sendiri.

Tapi tidak semuanya akan bertahan selamanya.

Beberapa hadir hanya untuk membuatku merasa lebih baik dalam beberapa waktu. Beberapa hadir hanya sebagai penenang dan teman berkeluh kesah. Tidak semuanya akan bertahan, tapi aku bisa mengerti mereka yang datang sedang mengajariku caranya membuka diri dan menerima, sementara mereka yang pergi membuatku memahami rasanya kehilangan dan mengikhlaskan.

Ada yang pernah mengatakan padaku ketika aku harus melepaskan seseorang, "Aku tau pasti sakit buatmu untuk melepaskan. That's okay. Itu berarti perasaanmu tulus."

Jujur saja, siapa yang menyukai perpisahan? Siapa yang menyukai akhir dari sebuah kisah? Tapi terkadang, yang terbaik adalah memutus sesuatu yang sudah berubah menjadi racun, sekalipun awalnya indah karena memang tidak semua awal ditakdirkan untuk selamanya.

Dan sekarang, sekali lagi aku dihadapkan dengan pilihan melepas seseorang. Ketika Tuhan mengatakan "Ini saatnya untuk melepaskan", kuharap aku punya keberanian yang cukup untuk melakukannya.

Sekarang, dengan keberanian yang berhasil kukumpulkan, aku ingin mengucapkan

Terima kasih. Untuk kamu yang sempat bersinggungan jalan dengan garis takdirku. Terima kasih untuk semua kenangan yang kamu berikan dan tinggalkan untukku. Aku sangat menghargainya dan akan kusimpan semuanya dengan baik.

#3am minds #3am thoughts #3am mood #people come and go #relationship #hubungan #3am episodes

Till recently, I've always viewed things from the perspective of someone raised on love and hope and truly had this unwavering faith in everything not being as bad as people perceive it to be. A quote from Anne Frank's diary which always stayed with me is, "In spite of everything, I still believe that people are really good at heart." So, despite anything bad that ever happened to me or anyone ever did to me (let's just say, I sympathise a lot with my younger self), I still chose to see the world with the optimistic lens that I wore, constantly believing that if people were a bit more optimistic, everything would be alright and that possibly, only because people are so critical and pessimistic in their approach towards life there's so much of mental health issues. Blissfully, I was quite unaware of the stickiness of trauma and how stubborn the stain of depression and anxiety can truly be.

As I grew, I listened to people's stories, what they went through and is going through, I started viewing the world without the preconceived notion of, everything is sunshine and rainbows after the rain. Sometimes, there's even heavier rain, thunderstorms and flood. Yes, it eventually subsides and sunshine eventually peeps out but it might take a lot of time and it certainly requires a lot of hope and strength to even believe that there is indeed a brighter tomorrow.

Someone out there younger than you in age could be so much more matured, self sufficient. He or she has taken responsibility on those young shoulders when they were not ready to and has been carrying the baggage of everything since the 'childhood' they probably didn't have the privilege to live in.

They shut down and pull the curtains during their time of crisis and choose not to 'burden' anyone with their emotions because how does one asks to be taken care of and loved suddenly after being alien to the concept for such a long time?

Everyone has their share of pain and hardships. Not the same kind and intensity definitely and sometimes it seems unfair but we all got our shit to handle. It almost feels illegal how someone gets to take a year drop for the field/college they want to get in and how someone out there maybe even sharper doesn't have the privilege to even dream of that. They need to look for a job, earn and support their family as soon as possible so they don't even take the step towards the future they could have and those who dare to and make it! To think of the courage and strength! How we all start at so much different levels to participate in the race of life and for some opportunities keep piling up and is still not enough and for some it shows up for the shortest window after so much of struggle, either you miss it or make it. Life can be so much demanding and exhausting but I truly do hope you find the strength and really hold on to see what it has to offer you. Just a little bit more, hold on. You're loved for who you are and you contribute to this place something no one else can.