seen from China
seen from United States
seen from Canada
seen from United States
seen from Türkiye
seen from France
seen from United States
seen from United Kingdom
seen from Russia
seen from Germany
seen from China
seen from China
seen from Malaysia
seen from Brazil
seen from Canada
seen from Sweden
seen from Türkiye
seen from Philippines
seen from Russia
seen from Greece
Give, but don't allow yourself to be used.
Love, but don't allow your heart to be abused.
Trust, but don't be naive.
Listen, but don't lose your own voice.
Memberi, tapi jangan izinkan dirimu dimanfaatkan.
Mencinta, tapi jangan biarkan hatimu disalahgunakan.
Percaya, tapi jangan menjadi naif.
Dengarkan, tapi jangan kehilangan suaramu sendiri.
healing.
turn back.
crashing waves & falling stars.
Eldest Daughter and Her Father
Eldest daughter and her father,
not much is talked aboud this duo.
She inherited his stubbornness,
his silence,
his habit of carrying entire storms without ever naming the rain.
She learned strength by watching him, learned sacrifice, and how to swallow pain until it sounded like composure.
They say daughters grow up searching for men like their fathers, but eldest daughter is different.
She doesn't look for a man like her father.
She becomes the man like her father.
The provider. The Protector.
The one who says, "I'm fine" while breaking quietly inside.
And perhaps that is why she understands him so deeply,
because she inherited not just his love, but the loneliness of being the strong one.
Yang tidak bisa lagi mengatakan "Semangat hari ini, hati-hati kerjanya"
tapi di setiap subuh dan sepanjang perjalanan ke sekolah, "Ya Allah, sehatkan dia. Jaga dan lindungi dia di pekerjaannya. Senangkan hatinya agar dia semangat bekerja. Mudahkanlah segala urusannya."
Yang tidak bisa lagi mengingatkan "Jangan lupa makan siang sama dzuhuran"
tapi di siang hari setelah mengajar sambil menatap langit di luar jendela kelas, "Ya Allah, teduhkanlah langit hari ini supaya tidak terlalu panas untuknya. Jauhkan dia dari semua hal buruk yang ada di sekitarnya. Jaga dan lindungi dia sampai selesai bekerja dan pulang ke rumah."
Yang tidak bisa lagi bilang "Selamat malam, selamat istirahat"
tapi setiap hari bahkan sambil menonton video kesukaannya sebelum tidur, "Ya Allah, terima kasih untuk lindungan dan rezeki-Mu hari ini. Lelapkanlah tidurnya, hilangkanlah lelah dan sedihnya hari ini. Kuatkan badannya. Jika ada yang dia rasakan sakit, sembuhkanlah supaya besok dia bisa bekerja lagi dengan nyaman."
Teriring Al Fatihah,
semoga semua doaku sampai kepadamu...
Brace yourself,
strengthen your heart.
There's no one to protect you
but yourself.
Kuatkan dirimu,
kuatkan hatimu.
Tidak ada yang melindungimu
kecuali dirimu sendiri.
Tuhan, jika memang ada niat baiknya terhadapku maka permudahlah segala urusannya. Lancarkanlah setiap langkahnya. Lindungi ia dan kuatkan hatinya agar tidak merasa gagal dan berhenti di pertengahan jalan.
