#3amfeels

[siddrahhh-blog]

In a world full of hurt, you gave it all to me I thought you were supposed to mend me, But you left me crying every night,leaving me more stressed and depressed every night

"You were my home with a heartbeat." Each picture i clicked of yours makes my mind click every memory with you. Each day at 2 am with a broken heart and an empty mind,tears rolling down my cheeks i lay there down wondering if you feel the same? But perhaps no. I could barely take a deep breath and then continue to rant. I stayed with you selflessly,from afar through my loneliness and in my darkness. This pretty much sums up you nd me. Memories in my head ain't ready to leave. Each of it making me go astray. But now its my turn to leave Cause you ain't asking to stay//

[beddtimesuggestions]

my love life consist of

me waiting for you to make a move first

imagining how cute we’d look

spamming relationship quotes to friends

laying in bed thinking about you while listening to frank ocean at 3am (sad boi hour)

never being able to make eye contact with you

hoping someone would push me into you like a kdrama but realizes it will never happen ;-;;

[chainsmokingurlove]

It’s 3am, and I’ve been thinking about you. Like every nights. You’re the first and last thing I think of. I wonder if you think of me at the first thing in the morning, like “oh I wish she was there laying next to me” and at the last thing at night time that you were wishing that you were snuggling up to me, kissing me, and telling me about your day... because this is what I’ve always longed.

I just realized that I wasn’t sad anymore. I’m just numb, and numb, I just knew, was somehow worse. But we are way better off. You weren’t good to me. I’ve tried so hard for almost 2 years, and look what it had done to me. I’ve became the person that I feared to be. I completely forgot who I am and numb. You became the part of me. Your demons became mine. And is this what haunting looks like? Because this is sure haunts me everyday.

[breathe-motherfucker]

How do you forget someone who’s name is more familiar to you than your own?

— breather-motherfucker

[disneyluvee]

Over 1 year ago

I lost myself I wasn’t happy. I let myself believe that I wasn’t amazing and listened to the guy before belittle me and break me but expect me to bring him up when he was hurting. Now, now I don’t have to. Now he calls and cries to have me “just to be in his life” and I ignore it. Because now I have a man who loves and supports me. No matter how mean I am he’s there. He doesn’t deserve my anger towards him it’s resentment from the life I never got from my own family, but he moves past it doesn’t hold it against me, makes me laugh, reminds me of how pretty I am, how special I am. He is perfect. He is caring. He is handsome. He is my best friend, my savior, my one true love, other half, Prince Charming, I love him not because of all those qualities. I love him because no matter how bad I get he still loved me instead of leaving me. & that is something I don’t think he’ll ever understand how much I love him more each time.

[beddtimesuggestions]

Do you ever stop what you are doing and imagine having out with your crush, like driving together or seeing sunsets together or cuddling under the moonlight? me too

[beddtimesuggestions]

when will I get the courage to walk beside you instead of walking behind you?

[tashamacmiller]

This one kinda hit WAAAYYYY too close to home 🥺😔 #3amfeels #IShouldTryGoingBackToSleep https://www.instagram.com/p/CNJ46MknSuVnPaWsyN908s5osK2bldkaspeXcg0/?igshid=1jk5nllhlvpi5