20 from the nosy ask question game, please.
Or 8 if 20 is too much like being flayed open. winky face
20. Describe yourself how a love interest would describe you in a book.
Oh god. Okay lol, putting my self-critic forcefully aside.
He had cute curly hair and bright blue eyes that crinkled when he smiled, which was often. He'd grown a lot of body hair from T and it was cute, making him look even more doglike than he acted. I found him adorable and attentive, and surprisingly frank for someone who was so affable. He loved to be around me, pined when we were apart, and particularly loved to snuggle.
He was funny in a way that mattered, because he could be serious too, even though it frightened him. He cared about my whims and goals, no matter how small, and joined in whenever I needed a hand. It delighted him to be loved, to trust someone so deeply and be trusted in return. Trying to learn more about him seemed to take him by surprise and he would share only sporadically and haltingly what was going on in his life and his body, like he wasn't used to doing that or expected criticism for it.
There was little he wouldn't try to do for people, even if he struggled mightily to do it, which meant he tended to over-promise and downplay the difficulties he would have. His memory issues were annoying, but a constant irritant for him rather than a way of getting out of things. You could make him deeply happy by playing with him, being silly with him, and joining in with his passions in life. He also really enjoyed making me cum.
There are plenty of other facets to me, ofc, but that's what I think would come up in a book's love interest pov. You gotta get to know me even better than this to unlock the secret bonus features. d:
8. What do you want to be when you grow up, now?
There are several things I'd love to do instead of what I'm actually doing. Work with animals in some capacity (vet practices, dog behaviourism, zookeeping, conservation, etc), make fursuits for people on commission, something internet/computer-y that I can do from home so I have time for hobbies instead of work, sell art commissions, a job that helps people in some capacity, lots more. My uh, brain and body are why I'm not doing any of them. I very easily get worn out, in pain and/or struggle to cope with a lot of stress and workload. I used to be able to deal with it just fine, but after I crashed in my late teens it's been an exceptionally long slog back to some level of functioning. Even having a part-time job is an insane achievement for adult me, which is er, not something I'm happy with lol.
