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Katrina

Fine Arts Instructional Center - Eastern Connecticut State University April 17, 2016

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What do I do that makes people move on and leave me behind? What do I do to change intimacy levels between myself and others? What do I do that lets people forget about me? What do I do that lets people feel like it’s okay to lie and treat me like shit? What did I do to deserve this? The only people that truly have the right to treat me like shit (which they don’t.. well not really) are my family. Not my friends, at least not the majority of them. I put in so much effort to help people and to be there for them, so why do I always end up being the one alone and hurt? Others may not see it as a big deal, but when people don’t respond to me or talk to me, I feel like shit.. just like that. I can’t fucking help it. I’ll feel like you have more important things to do or people to talk to. Idk. I know my friends and family get frustrated with me, but I’m fucking trying here. I’m sorry if my life’s shitty and that I can’t hide it very well anymore.. I don’t know what to do. I thought my friends would be here for me, but I guess not… I’m at a loss for words. I don’t want temporary people in my life. I’m tired of people saying they’ll be here for me and then they leave. It’s not fair. I care too much to let go and it fucks me over every. freaking. time.

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