I haven’t been too active in the astral lately - I’ve been mostly busy with shadow work.
I don’t really like the term shadow work tbh, but that’s basically what it was lol. Anyways, with some help from some peeps tonight I uncovered some big trauma. Won’t go into the specifics cuz that’s a bit personal, but what was uncovered from it was “I don’t feel good enough.” Which is interesting because the reading I had from the professional psychic actually touched on that a lot but I didn’t think too much of it lol.
It’s interesting... it has manifested in so much of my life. Like seriously - it explains sooo much about the things I do, the ways I act, etc. It’s completely changed my perspective on things... I feel that there will be some major changes to accompany it.
I would like to now share the story of the first time I had an OBE.
I was 11, and was at the park with my family. We were playing tag, and my sister had chased me up the play-set. I went to jump off the twisty slide - normally not a big deal, as it wasn’t very high off the ground, and I’d done it before. However, as I went to do it, my foot caught on the lip of the slide, and I began to fall towards the ground face-first.
The next thing that happened is that I was watching myself fall. Like - outside of my body. I watched myself fall in slow motion - it seemed to take about twenty seconds for me to fall. And as my head connected with the ground, I blacked out. I woke up 15 seconds later with everyone crowded around me and my entire body vibrating.
I have always wondered what the relevance of this event has had with my current Path - and after tonight, I have more questions.
While I was doing my shadow work, I was working with Yg, and I reviewed this memory. However, I saw it differently - I had a vision. I didn’t fall out of my body; I was pulled out.
There was some strange imagery going on with it. I was falling; my soul was coming out of my body, reaching out for someone to catch me. Someone did; there was a masculine figure above, reaching down and grabbing me. My body was falling into darkness. The figure stood in an open doorway, behind him completely enshrouded in light. They looked and felt familiar in a way that I can’t quite put into words... but I have no idea who they are.
I will have to try and do some more research into this, if its’ possible. But I am now almost certain that that OBE was part of the reason that I am where I am today. But with one answer, comes more questions.
That’s it for now; I hope that everyone has a good night!
